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Dude. I just wrote back to Becca's e-mail from later last week, and I wrote everything that's happened to me in the past month or so... and it's confirmed, my life sucks. SOMETHING REALLY DAMN GOOD needs to happen now. NOW. And no pity. Just good stuff. Unearned, totally amazing events. In rapid succession followed by no bad.
This could include:
An internship. (And if it doesn't... really... man... I'll have to just curl up in a ball).
Win money or a car or a vacation or a shopping spree.
An awesome job.
An amazing new apartment, and getting out of my lease early.
A big awesome surprise. Surprises usually freak me out, but maybe I need that. Life sucks so much right now that... maybe a surprise wouldn't be so bad.
That's about it. Or world peace. That would be awesome, I'll gladly let my life quietly suck for that level of awesomeness.
I know moving to Seattle was the right thing to do. Many good things have happened. But I can't help but feel that at least two of my current problems would not be happening if I had gone to Cleveland or NYC.
This could include:
An internship. (And if it doesn't... really... man... I'll have to just curl up in a ball).
Win money or a car or a vacation or a shopping spree.
An awesome job.
An amazing new apartment, and getting out of my lease early.
A big awesome surprise. Surprises usually freak me out, but maybe I need that. Life sucks so much right now that... maybe a surprise wouldn't be so bad.
That's about it. Or world peace. That would be awesome, I'll gladly let my life quietly suck for that level of awesomeness.
I know moving to Seattle was the right thing to do. Many good things have happened. But I can't help but feel that at least two of my current problems would not be happening if I had gone to Cleveland or NYC.