Jan 14, 2011 23:21
I haven't slept properly for about a week now. My new antidepressants obviously don't really agree with me, and I want to fucking sleep! My therapist is a total ass who's threatened me twice in the past two weeks with hospitalisation and keeps antagonising the fuck out of me. I had a go at him last session because of his attitude and the conclusions he keeps jumping to about me, and he sees it as me going off the deep end. If he doesn't learn to get his homophobic head out of his stupid homophobic ass, I'm going to end up strangling him next time, I totally swear it.
In reasonably better news, I've now been able to change my mobile number and put out an order against my ex that should prevent a repeat of NYE. The bruising around my eye has just about gone down, and my jaw isn't swollen and clicking anymore, which is pretty cool because I missed eating without swearing like a fucker.
In reasonably accomplished news, I spent the day working on college shit that has to be in on Monday instead of waiting until 3am Monday morning. I feel so proud of my non-procrastinating!
In fic related news, I've laid down about 600 words in the past couple of hours on my new Guns fic! I'm drowning under all the fucking bunnies, but I'm glad to be working on one! Surprising for me, it doesn't actually have sex in it! Well, it teases it, and has flashbacks to it, but it's more of an angsty fic, which is really exciting me! It's basically a drunken one night stand and the morning after the night before, and I'm praying this one is better than my Xmas fic! I haven't forgotten about my handcuffs or shower fic, but at the moment, sexy and drunken angst is demanding full attention!!
I swear to God that my Guns bunnies actually control my brain. My history teacher kept mentioning Machine Guns and their deadliness in my lesson, and I totally went off on a tangent that meant I couldn't pay attention all lesson. I regret nothing ;)
sleeeeeeeeeeep,
fic talk,
crazy people,
killer bunnies ate my brain,
medication fail,
the guns,
college fail