Been a looong day*sigh*

[energizerrabbit]

"Baby I worked for nothing, just your tender sweet loving, I know you've got your things to do, but tell me what means more to you, hanging out with me or with your girls. Sometimes I do get lonely, with no you, and noone to hold me. You want so much to lay me down, is that what keeps you hanging'round, is that the only way to win your heart. Well if I loved you a little bit longer if my love was a little bit stronger would you stay? stay? baby please stay, if I granted all of your wishes gave you more then touches and kisses would you stay? stay? I need you to stay. I'll be, be yours forever, but can we, keep us together? I know the time is drawing near, I've promised you, has it been a year? Baby now I'm ready will you stay!? stay...if I loved you a little bit longer, if my love was a little bit stronger would you stay? stay? If I granted all of your wishes, gave you more then touches and kisses would you stay? stay, I need you to stay. Every night I lay and think about it, if you loved me you would live without it, but I dont wanna do you that way no, I dont know exactly what I'm feeling I'm kinda scared but then I'm kinda willing, will you promise me just one thing? No matter what you're gonna stay!? If I loved you a little bit longer, if my love was a little bit strong if I granted all of your wishes, gave you more then touches and kisses would you stay? stay, I need you to stay......

I found out today that Beth still uses me to help her, I'm glad, if only she knew how I really felt....how sorry I was.....maybe how much I miss her....I guess none of that matters now