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I feel the need to write. To express my feelings.
Today hasnt been too good. 1st, I woke up 30 minutes late which made me have to rush to get dressed. Its ridiculous that even on my Spring Break I have to wake up at 6:30. I dont even wake up that early on regular school days. I had my caramel latte in the morning, but the caffiene definitely couldnt prepare me for those hell razors I had to watch today. Apparently 1st and 2nd graders cant stand in line and shut their mouths. It was incredibly irritating. And all the whining. These kids need to seriously grow up. I dont remember being that much of a pain in the ass. If someone who is an adult told me to shut it and stand in line, I would. Man, I so do not do kids. They move around to much. I mean, why cant they stay in one place? Well, anyways, Im totally dreading going back tomorrow, but I told them I would and I want them to trust me. So today during recess after kids spilling drinks in lunch and loosing earrings, rings (why do they bring things they will loose), and shirts(thats why they stay on your body) a police car came and they each had a turn pushing buttons for the various sirens. That gave me the biggest fucking headache ever. I cant seem to get the sound out of my ears. So anyways, im pretty sure the other team leaders think that I cant control the beasts....which is true. I dont do kids...im an only child for god sakes. So anyways it takes 45 minutes to get home.....im tired, my feet hurt and I go to sleep for an hour. it felt good. My mom comes in and ruins my mood. My grandma has the nerve to bother me. I hate when people wont just leave me the fuck alone. If I dont want to smile I wont. If I dont want to hug you I wont. Dont ask me where I got the same picture for the 10th time, the answer will be the same and I will eventually ignore you.
I have a headache. I dont want to go anywhere tomorrow. I want to stay in my house an vegetate like shiavo.
Today hasnt been too good. 1st, I woke up 30 minutes late which made me have to rush to get dressed. Its ridiculous that even on my Spring Break I have to wake up at 6:30. I dont even wake up that early on regular school days. I had my caramel latte in the morning, but the caffiene definitely couldnt prepare me for those hell razors I had to watch today. Apparently 1st and 2nd graders cant stand in line and shut their mouths. It was incredibly irritating. And all the whining. These kids need to seriously grow up. I dont remember being that much of a pain in the ass. If someone who is an adult told me to shut it and stand in line, I would. Man, I so do not do kids. They move around to much. I mean, why cant they stay in one place? Well, anyways, Im totally dreading going back tomorrow, but I told them I would and I want them to trust me. So today during recess after kids spilling drinks in lunch and loosing earrings, rings (why do they bring things they will loose), and shirts(thats why they stay on your body) a police car came and they each had a turn pushing buttons for the various sirens. That gave me the biggest fucking headache ever. I cant seem to get the sound out of my ears. So anyways, im pretty sure the other team leaders think that I cant control the beasts....which is true. I dont do kids...im an only child for god sakes. So anyways it takes 45 minutes to get home.....im tired, my feet hurt and I go to sleep for an hour. it felt good. My mom comes in and ruins my mood. My grandma has the nerve to bother me. I hate when people wont just leave me the fuck alone. If I dont want to smile I wont. If I dont want to hug you I wont. Dont ask me where I got the same picture for the 10th time, the answer will be the same and I will eventually ignore you.
I have a headache. I dont want to go anywhere tomorrow. I want to stay in my house an vegetate like shiavo.