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I desperately need to get out of this relationship. its unhealthy. Ive become a mean & vengeful person (which im not at ALL). we both know that we're not right for each other, but we have to continue to live together. she doesn't have any family whatsoever and I cant just kick her out. dont get me wrong, I love her to death and always will. she's been my life for an entire year (you dont forget people like that). I just wish things could have worked for us. but I guess the whole "opposites attract" theory could only last for so long.
I need a new start.
I need to find me again.
oh, where, oh where is my mind?