Change means nothing when nothing wants to change...
I will be looking for a new job soon. I just need to finish this course for work that gets me $500 when I finish it and I also need to finish my papers for my Bachelor's. Anna's pushing me to get the papers done, which is totally fair since I have been putting it off for way too long. I should have finished it before the end of the summer. But I am a procrastinator. She's offered me dinner at any restaurant of my choosing, but with my current job I wouldn't be able to even take her up on that offer, since I am never free for dinner. So I guess getting a new job is my main motivation for getting those papers done. And my main motivation for getting a new job is that I am sick of never seeing Anna. I work Friday, Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday nights, Saturday mornings with worship practice Saturday nights, and then I have class Thursday nights and home group Wednesday nights - so yeah, never home at night. We do as much as we can to spend time together in the mornings, but when she works mornings I see her leave at 6:30am and see her when I get home at either 10 or 11pm. It's been really tough. So yeah, my list of things to do is pretty big, but I have to do it in order to improve the quality of life for both Anna and I. Dear God, give me the strength to get it all done...