its not worth it.
when people i love do stupid shit and i cant do anything about it.
they dont realize how much respect i lose for them.
but that wont change anything, only makes my desicions easier.
to be nothing like them. its sad that they have succumed to everything the world wants them to be. everything they shouldnt be. it only causes more choas, heartache, loss, frustration, etc. dont get me wrong, everyone messes up. even i do. more then once. but i learn from my mistakes. not embrace what you just got in trouble for. but i guess everyone is differnt. im not like everyone else. im not a drunk, stoner, slut, womenizer, perverted bastrard. even tho its sad that more people are then not. people need to realize what is important in life...love, family, God, and music. then again thats me. but thats all you really need. you dont need drugs and alcohol to fill the void in your life. it only hold you back from whatever there is out there for you and whatever God has planned in your life. i wish everyone would realize how short life is, and yeah you should take advantage of it, and live it to the fullest, but not by getting fucked up and forgeting. but to live your life for something that is of worth is go much greater and more privelaging then to live for shit. i have recently been dealing with loved ones going through trials in life. and to get through those you need to keep your head high, think of yourself as better then whatever if trying to bring you down, and stay close to those who care most. that will get you through anything. if you really loved, it would pull you through, you dont need hate or jealousy. everyone needs someone to love. thankfully i have that, and i know it, and im more greatful for it then others. but its sad that some people just cant see the love that is right in front of them. once you see it. that will over power anything that is pulling you down. im not here to judge, or say your a piece of shit. but look at your life, is it even worth anything? are you even worth dieing for? id hope you are. but if not. check your shit. get ahold of yourself. keep your head up...and keep walking down the path to finding who you really are. cause i can bet most of you are still trying to find it. i know i stilll am. i dont know every little thing that makes me me. i know what things make me genuinely happy and right now. thats all i need. dont let people lose respect for you. cause its hard to earn back. if your even worth the respect. dont mess your life up kids make it worth something....or else it will come back and bite you in the ass!
they dont realize how much respect i lose for them.
but that wont change anything, only makes my desicions easier.
to be nothing like them. its sad that they have succumed to everything the world wants them to be. everything they shouldnt be. it only causes more choas, heartache, loss, frustration, etc. dont get me wrong, everyone messes up. even i do. more then once. but i learn from my mistakes. not embrace what you just got in trouble for. but i guess everyone is differnt. im not like everyone else. im not a drunk, stoner, slut, womenizer, perverted bastrard. even tho its sad that more people are then not. people need to realize what is important in life...love, family, God, and music. then again thats me. but thats all you really need. you dont need drugs and alcohol to fill the void in your life. it only hold you back from whatever there is out there for you and whatever God has planned in your life. i wish everyone would realize how short life is, and yeah you should take advantage of it, and live it to the fullest, but not by getting fucked up and forgeting. but to live your life for something that is of worth is go much greater and more privelaging then to live for shit. i have recently been dealing with loved ones going through trials in life. and to get through those you need to keep your head high, think of yourself as better then whatever if trying to bring you down, and stay close to those who care most. that will get you through anything. if you really loved, it would pull you through, you dont need hate or jealousy. everyone needs someone to love. thankfully i have that, and i know it, and im more greatful for it then others. but its sad that some people just cant see the love that is right in front of them. once you see it. that will over power anything that is pulling you down. im not here to judge, or say your a piece of shit. but look at your life, is it even worth anything? are you even worth dieing for? id hope you are. but if not. check your shit. get ahold of yourself. keep your head up...and keep walking down the path to finding who you really are. cause i can bet most of you are still trying to find it. i know i stilll am. i dont know every little thing that makes me me. i know what things make me genuinely happy and right now. thats all i need. dont let people lose respect for you. cause its hard to earn back. if your even worth the respect. dont mess your life up kids make it worth something....or else it will come back and bite you in the ass!