what u dont know cant hurt u
Ya... I disgusted you so good, ull never look at me the same (I seriously thought I told u). I guess some things from the past should definitely be left unsaid. it was the biggest mistake of my life. Yet for some reason afterwards, I rationalized it as being ok becuz I found out what it was like with someone I wasn’t in love with. it was a horrible mistake. I Should have just taken peoples advice but no I had to learn the hard way. eh
anyway... i am still in love with chris. its hard holding back my emotions and feelings when all i want to do is love him. but i mustn’t. AAAAHHHH. driving me crazy. i cant stand him living at the fucking house with her, a wall and a door separating them. i cant relax. but its convenient for him.. a block from work and cheap as hell.. and since im not his gf he can do whatever he wants and he doesnt have to put up with the shit i dish out (but he does, he cares). We are really good friends, thank god im on his good side.
i watched the new brittney spears show on mtv tonight, holy fuck is she an idiot. I feel better about myself just looking at her she doesn’t have to open her mouth.
Kidding. Or am I?. ive got to pee. its late.
So for my last 1.5 units at moorpark I decided to do the gym.. for 4 weeks I have to go 10 sessions (which is 40mins each session) holy fuck! Im going to kick some fucking ass when im done.
SHES A MANEATER.
anyway... i am still in love with chris. its hard holding back my emotions and feelings when all i want to do is love him. but i mustn’t. AAAAHHHH. driving me crazy. i cant stand him living at the fucking house with her, a wall and a door separating them. i cant relax. but its convenient for him.. a block from work and cheap as hell.. and since im not his gf he can do whatever he wants and he doesnt have to put up with the shit i dish out (but he does, he cares). We are really good friends, thank god im on his good side.
i watched the new brittney spears show on mtv tonight, holy fuck is she an idiot. I feel better about myself just looking at her she doesn’t have to open her mouth.
Kidding. Or am I?. ive got to pee. its late.
So for my last 1.5 units at moorpark I decided to do the gym.. for 4 weeks I have to go 10 sessions (which is 40mins each session) holy fuck! Im going to kick some fucking ass when im done.
SHES A MANEATER.