a cry for help
i beat it!!!!!!!!! fuck ya. almost killed myself but i kicked that monsters ass! i rock.
so i wait all day until chris gets home, and he falls asleep. and hes not happy. its not making my day any better. i want to hang out with bryan, kim , kym and sara, and jessey and angie and ray and everyone. this sucks. ive shut them almost out of my life, cuz its easier . less hassel to try to "make time' for everyone. but i dont want this anymore. i want them back. i miss them soo much. im not happy
so i wait all day until chris gets home, and he falls asleep. and hes not happy. its not making my day any better. i want to hang out with bryan, kim , kym and sara, and jessey and angie and ray and everyone. this sucks. ive shut them almost out of my life, cuz its easier . less hassel to try to "make time' for everyone. but i dont want this anymore. i want them back. i miss them soo much. im not happy