la la laaa ...
the past couple of days I was feeling really down and out. Hormones I guess.... I finally erupted on monday. i thought had a lot of anger in me & i didn't know how to deal. but in the end, it was all fear. i had a long talk with someone and it made my fourth of july. I'm lucky to have such an understanding boyfriend. [thank you babe for putting up with my shit.] he's my everything and i'm glad we worked everything out. here's a little something I wrote about him.
"i want things to be nothing but perfect because i have a special feeling about him. he's the first and last thing on my mind everyday. he's the one that will encourage change in my life. he's the one that dry my eyes when tears fall. he's the one that calms me when fear and anxieties surface. he's the one that makes me a better person. he's the one."
so anyways, yesterday I went to school. first day of "extended year" .. bullshit dude. it was sooooo gay. today was my second day, it was soooo HOT!! ack .. i hate this heat. but yet at the same time, i love it! hehe. tomorrow I got court .... EVERYONE WISH ME LUCK! hehe ... i'm kinda nervous. =X oh well. i`ll update later.
"i want things to be nothing but perfect because i have a special feeling about him. he's the first and last thing on my mind everyday. he's the one that will encourage change in my life. he's the one that dry my eyes when tears fall. he's the one that calms me when fear and anxieties surface. he's the one that makes me a better person. he's the one."
so anyways, yesterday I went to school. first day of "extended year" .. bullshit dude. it was sooooo gay. today was my second day, it was soooo HOT!! ack .. i hate this heat. but yet at the same time, i love it! hehe. tomorrow I got court .... EVERYONE WISH ME LUCK! hehe ... i'm kinda nervous. =X oh well. i`ll update later.