Everything is just confusing me.
Life is a bit weird. Everyone around me seems to have something affecting them. My dad lost his job, my brother almost broke up with his girlfriend/has been fighting with her, and my mom suddenly got really sick. Then there are some things with my friends. I'm a bit shocked. I'm just waiting for something to happen to me, but I seem to be in this never-ending routine of school and work. I feel like I'm just here to watch everything happen, that I'm not even here to participate in anyone's lives. I feel like I shouldn't interfer.
Kelly, I'm really glad I feel like I can talk to you. I didn't realize it, but I really needed someone to talk to about everything. Sometimes I just have a problem with telling people things about myself, I feel like have to hide myself. As open as I may be, there are just things I can't talk to people about. So nobody take offense if I don't talk to you about things. It's just the way I am. I'm just a bit insecure with my own feelings.
Hm. I should be posting the Hawaii pictures by the end of the weekend or so. It's taking me a while because of how many I have to go through. haha.
Kelly, I'm really glad I feel like I can talk to you. I didn't realize it, but I really needed someone to talk to about everything. Sometimes I just have a problem with telling people things about myself, I feel like have to hide myself. As open as I may be, there are just things I can't talk to people about. So nobody take offense if I don't talk to you about things. It's just the way I am. I'm just a bit insecure with my own feelings.
Hm. I should be posting the Hawaii pictures by the end of the weekend or so. It's taking me a while because of how many I have to go through. haha.