May 27, 2005 16:14
BLeh. I got screwed into working tomorrow even though it will be beyond pointless.
And I bounced another fucking check...withdrawing money last night and the day before...not a good idea.
I guess that's why people keep check registers, but having such a tight grasp on my money has never done anything but depress me. I guess that's the attitude of someone who always has a little cushion to sit on, but I never really do. In fact, it was me who said to E yesterday, no, I am fine. I actually have $80 bucks and it has been sitting in the account for over 24 hours. Check to check. Week to week. No time for saving anything ever. At least it wasn't health insurance I bounced. That would be a good time to slit the wrists...
Now I am trying to concentrate on all of the fun. All of the good stuff, because I bitched out and annoyed the boy with my negativity at the end of yesterday--and today should not be the same deal.
So this weekend? All of that fun Memorial Day shit I have never done. I think about 3 years ago I actually did something on Memorial Day. Or maybe it was Labor Day. I think me and an old boyfriend rented some motel room down at Point Pleasant. And walked around. And swam. Actually it was Labor Day, not Memorial Day. So yeah, fuck that Memorial Day crap. It's for people who have too much money to blow on the fake first weekend of summer.
Yeah, my weekend will be full of moving. HAHAHAAH. I know you all wanna laugh but I am not done yet. I have furniture to move that me and a lovely girl may do tomorrow evening. And cleaning.
Oh, but wait...I do have Monday off since everyone is cramming their back waxes in today and won't be coming in this weekend for much. And B-hormio has a barbecue on Sunday afternoon. Not so much for holiday fare, but because we often barbecued on Sundays.
Tonight is Morningwood at Bowery with the Wrens. Morningwood are gonna rip shit up really soon. Mark my words, my pretties.