Christmas Eve..a time of sharing and family...and WAITING FOR GIFTS!!
What can i say? I'm a little greedy. :0 I can't help it. O well, i'm just excited that it's christmas. I got my stepmom a red scarf, gingerbread earrings and some black gloves. Not very exciting for ME, but hey, they're not FOR me..so, i'm not complaining. I just hope she likes them. I need a reason for her to be nice to me. After xmas morn w/ my dad and stepmom, i'm going over to my mom's house to have xmas there. Exciting, i suppose. I'll probably be exhausted by the end of the day. ANYWAYS--
Has anyone ever read the book, "Perks of being a Wallflower"? It's so good, and there's this part in it where the main guy reads this poem about this guy and is disappointments in life and how he ends up killing himself...yeah, i know, kinda depressing, but it's a really good poem. Just thought i'd reccomend that book to you.
So-my parents are at church, for the 2nd time today. But, this time they're just ushering (helping out with churchy stuff, incase ya'll didn't know what that meant). We went as a family at 3 or something. I was just spacing the ENTIRE time and it sounded like i was crying cuz of my allergies, so everyone was staring at me...that was overly fun. I mean, i used to be a really big christian, but i'm just lost and confused now. SO many questions that i have just lead me to doubt. (??) Whatever.
There are SO many new CDs that i want. OMG OMG. lol If i get money for xmas, i'm going out and i am BUYING all of them...well, maybe not ALL, there's too many. Wow, i bet this entry is really boring...right, that's why i'm ending it right................
now
Has anyone ever read the book, "Perks of being a Wallflower"? It's so good, and there's this part in it where the main guy reads this poem about this guy and is disappointments in life and how he ends up killing himself...yeah, i know, kinda depressing, but it's a really good poem. Just thought i'd reccomend that book to you.
So-my parents are at church, for the 2nd time today. But, this time they're just ushering (helping out with churchy stuff, incase ya'll didn't know what that meant). We went as a family at 3 or something. I was just spacing the ENTIRE time and it sounded like i was crying cuz of my allergies, so everyone was staring at me...that was overly fun. I mean, i used to be a really big christian, but i'm just lost and confused now. SO many questions that i have just lead me to doubt. (??) Whatever.
There are SO many new CDs that i want. OMG OMG. lol If i get money for xmas, i'm going out and i am BUYING all of them...well, maybe not ALL, there's too many. Wow, i bet this entry is really boring...right, that's why i'm ending it right................
now