hey hey hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey everyone whats up well me nothing much jus here tired, of coarse im thinking like usual what else could i be posssibly be doing what about u ask? well even if u dont ask its jus alot of shibby has been botherin me like school work, friends, boys, and mi familia. well school has jus been really hard cause im usaully all tired by the end of the day so when im trying to study i usualy jus fall asleep!! then i dont know i jus stresss it alot about college and stuff i want to suceed and make my parents happy so bad but it jus gets really hard. all i know is i want to get the hell out of here away from all these gay people. well with friends its going pretty good i have what i want but i dont know i guess i havent been thinking lately cause ive been really bitchy so i dont think about what i do and i dont know i dont reget things at all but nevermind forget i mentioned it!!!! well anyways about boys i have a date to prom and he wants to go but i dont know if i want to cause i dont know if its gonna be hard for me and all dealing with my situation my mom says i should go it will prove people wrong but who knows!!!! my familia has been all crazy lately me and sara have been getting along but me and my parents have jusnot been very happy with eachother but owell only about a year more!!!!!!!!!!!! well im out since i think im too good for every one why would i stay and talk to people who are ne good enough! laters. love ya patsy and alyssa and mi sarita and my secret lover!!!!!!!!!! muah