is there anybody going to listen to my story?
My face looks like death.
And it makes me laugh.
Deep dark circles under my eyes.
A sunken face.
I've been very tired lately.
Exhausted.
A girl told me today that I'm easy to know.
I thought it was a cute thing to say.
She understands my nuances.
I had a very funny dream about a week ago.
I was in Los Angeles. I was with my family and everyone I knew who really cared about me. We ended up seperating and I was kind of glad. This gave me an opportunity to explore the city. In me was a hope that some movie producer would find me and beg me to be in a movie. I'd always had an unexplored desire to act.
I walked into a building. I started going up the stairs. A beautiful girl was going down the stairs. She had shortish hair, a kind of strawberry blonde, pink, red. Very cute, very different. She seemed fun. Petite. I made small talk, asked where she was headed. She was looking for a building for an audition. Ah, another hopeful actor.
I decided to walk with her. I was a little nervous at first she'd be put off that a guy who just met her would just as soon follow her. But she was really cool. We got along great. I was just being myself and she loved it. Suddenly my arm was around her hip as we crossed the crosswalk. Upon stepping back up to the sidewalk, we looked at eachother. We had come across an open plaza. She looked in my eyes and my eyes scanned the plaza for my family. The coast was clear and we connected.
Just as soon as I was comfortable, my shoulder was tapped by an unwelcome finger. "What are you doing?" My heart fell through the floor. I said give me a minute. I had to tell her the truth. My family looked on. I had single-handedly broke their heart, my own, and soon hers. All in a matter of seconds.
I told her the truth. Before my eyes she turned into a girl I know. She did not realize that she was who she was, neither did anyone else, only me. I felt even worse, even more guilty after seeing who she was. She still walked by me with my family. It was uncomfortable, I didn't know what the future held. And then my dream ended.
It was a really sad and distasteful dream.
Frustrating.
And it makes me laugh.
Deep dark circles under my eyes.
A sunken face.
I've been very tired lately.
Exhausted.
A girl told me today that I'm easy to know.
I thought it was a cute thing to say.
She understands my nuances.
I had a very funny dream about a week ago.
I was in Los Angeles. I was with my family and everyone I knew who really cared about me. We ended up seperating and I was kind of glad. This gave me an opportunity to explore the city. In me was a hope that some movie producer would find me and beg me to be in a movie. I'd always had an unexplored desire to act.
I walked into a building. I started going up the stairs. A beautiful girl was going down the stairs. She had shortish hair, a kind of strawberry blonde, pink, red. Very cute, very different. She seemed fun. Petite. I made small talk, asked where she was headed. She was looking for a building for an audition. Ah, another hopeful actor.
I decided to walk with her. I was a little nervous at first she'd be put off that a guy who just met her would just as soon follow her. But she was really cool. We got along great. I was just being myself and she loved it. Suddenly my arm was around her hip as we crossed the crosswalk. Upon stepping back up to the sidewalk, we looked at eachother. We had come across an open plaza. She looked in my eyes and my eyes scanned the plaza for my family. The coast was clear and we connected.
Just as soon as I was comfortable, my shoulder was tapped by an unwelcome finger. "What are you doing?" My heart fell through the floor. I said give me a minute. I had to tell her the truth. My family looked on. I had single-handedly broke their heart, my own, and soon hers. All in a matter of seconds.
I told her the truth. Before my eyes she turned into a girl I know. She did not realize that she was who she was, neither did anyone else, only me. I felt even worse, even more guilty after seeing who she was. She still walked by me with my family. It was uncomfortable, I didn't know what the future held. And then my dream ended.
It was a really sad and distasteful dream.
Frustrating.