Goodbye
What is so very aggravating is knowing and seeing.
Its all transparent, available.
You reach your hand out and your fingers curl in.
You can't have it.
So then you try and find copies. Look for it here, look for it there. You've found it once, why not again?
But its all so disheartening. Like trying on clothes that never fit, never look good. You look in the mirror again and again at a dissheveled, uncomfortable figure and you just want to cry. Give up.
I love being comfortable, I love those pills.
Its all transparent, available.
You reach your hand out and your fingers curl in.
You can't have it.
So then you try and find copies. Look for it here, look for it there. You've found it once, why not again?
But its all so disheartening. Like trying on clothes that never fit, never look good. You look in the mirror again and again at a dissheveled, uncomfortable figure and you just want to cry. Give up.
I love being comfortable, I love those pills.