Still going...
So I took last Friday off, completely, and it was the best thing I've done for myself for weeks. It felt SO GOOD to watch random cartoons in the morning, stay in my jammies all day, play WoW, read a fiction novel, and generally good off.
I was super cranky yesterday, but I still got the HW done that I needed to, yay. Hopefully, I can get the rest done tonight, or at least mostly done.
So, ACK!!!!! I'm almost done with school (again). It feels like this just snuck up on me. Soon, I will be interviewing for jobs all over the country (I hope!). Soon, I will move away from Corvallis, my home for almost 9 years. I'm thinking about babies in the next few years. Whoa! There are some words I never thought would come out of my mouth. Having a partner and a home and "career" and kids... so stereotypical!!! Except for the lesbian part. ^_^ I'm getting used to it, but still having a hard time wrapping my mind around all of this stuff. Possibilities that I turned away from in high school suddenly seem to be opening up to me again.
It's weird.
And a bit awkward. Stuff like this is supposed to be good news. But I'm not looking forward to disclosing my plans to my family (aka parents, the extended family is a different ball game). Hmm.
I was super cranky yesterday, but I still got the HW done that I needed to, yay. Hopefully, I can get the rest done tonight, or at least mostly done.
So, ACK!!!!! I'm almost done with school (again). It feels like this just snuck up on me. Soon, I will be interviewing for jobs all over the country (I hope!). Soon, I will move away from Corvallis, my home for almost 9 years. I'm thinking about babies in the next few years. Whoa! There are some words I never thought would come out of my mouth. Having a partner and a home and "career" and kids... so stereotypical!!! Except for the lesbian part. ^_^ I'm getting used to it, but still having a hard time wrapping my mind around all of this stuff. Possibilities that I turned away from in high school suddenly seem to be opening up to me again.
It's weird.
And a bit awkward. Stuff like this is supposed to be good news. But I'm not looking forward to disclosing my plans to my family (aka parents, the extended family is a different ball game). Hmm.