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everything was going well and then my friend's mom said something and now KAPOOWI! there goes the neighborhood. ummm that's not right. "and then there goes all the mental blocks and the few days of peace and advancing that i had been working on for a week." hmm does that sound better, i don't know.
anyway, so i went out on the lake with ryan the other day. though i cant swim (even though i think i got it down now) i went tubing, wading around in the (OH SHIT HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt, i just ate some spicy thing from texas roadhouse. fuck fuck fuck) water and it was fun. i hadnt played basketball in the last four days so i felt good to get some exercise, time to get back on taht court im having a jonesing to put a ball through the net.
though ive cut some vices outta my life (all other drugs except alcohol, and YES THAT MEANS WEED) i still havent reached mental clarity, or any drive to do much aside from writing, and uh i cant explain it. this may due to the fact that ive been drinking for (to avoid embarrassment ill say "awhile") and im now burnt out on alcohol (maybe in general) but right when i think im out, my friend's mom pulls me back in. Yes, that was a reference to Godfather 3. so i smoked last night, and then tonight. but i swear im outta the game.
wellllllllllllllllllll, dont really feel like typing more. oh yes, fish fry tomorrow.
anyway, so i went out on the lake with ryan the other day. though i cant swim (even though i think i got it down now) i went tubing, wading around in the (OH SHIT HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTt, i just ate some spicy thing from texas roadhouse. fuck fuck fuck) water and it was fun. i hadnt played basketball in the last four days so i felt good to get some exercise, time to get back on taht court im having a jonesing to put a ball through the net.
though ive cut some vices outta my life (all other drugs except alcohol, and YES THAT MEANS WEED) i still havent reached mental clarity, or any drive to do much aside from writing, and uh i cant explain it. this may due to the fact that ive been drinking for (to avoid embarrassment ill say "awhile") and im now burnt out on alcohol (maybe in general) but right when i think im out, my friend's mom pulls me back in. Yes, that was a reference to Godfather 3. so i smoked last night, and then tonight. but i swear im outta the game.
wellllllllllllllllllll, dont really feel like typing more. oh yes, fish fry tomorrow.