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[endowment_bygod]

7 months along and really really fat. my bad. I am not ready to be a mom...My bad. I wann get drunk, do drugs, be crazy and irresponsible. My bad. I want to know for sure that my love of my life is with me b/c he wants to be NOT b.c he has to be. I wanna go to concerts and raves and parties...my bad. I am just not ready...

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[likeasilhouette]

maybe that's why you ARE pregnant...so that you don't make a really big mistake by getting really drunk or doing drugs that you, "Would never do!" I don't think that anyone is ready to be a mom and yes you are young, but at the same time I think that once your baby is born, all those instincts will kick in and you will be a great mom. I think that you just sort of have to let it all just come as they are. If you ever need any help with the baby or just someone to sit with, even though we haven't really hung out, I'm always here for you. I promise. <3 i love you.

[endowment_bygod]

thanks alex. you dont know how much that means to me. I am so friendless right now. Jeremy is away, my best girlfriend is moving to colorado in a week and I really dont hang out with any other girls especially from school...you know how those reinhardt people are (in all seriousness). Sometimes I just feel so trapped and I just need a friend..someone to just sit with, to bond with, to connect with. Sometimes I just sit at home and stare, literally stare at the wall, b/c bobby is at work and He is really the only person I hang out with. It is sick.

[likeasilhouette]

well. let's arrange a hang out day. I'll see when I am not working next week and we'll hang out. And seriously...when the baby is born and you are on maternity leave I'll help you out whenever you need it, you don't live that far from me...and I'm good with babies and I'll be there for girly moral support. Just call me whenever and tell me what days you can hang out and we'll figure it out. <3

[endowment_bygod]

i dont work at all mon, wed, or thurs. And, I can hang out during the early afternoon on fri-sun. Speaking of which, would you like to hang out tomorrow around noon? or so....call me

[likeasilhouette]

I can't hang out tomorrow but I am off Thursday and Khala wanted to hang out too so maybe we could all hang out. I think I have next Saturday off too so we could hang out then! <3 I'll call you later on...when I can take a breath

[endowment_bygod]

k...i will be waiting on your kizall