god for esteban.
omg. i am slightly drunk right now. wine is soooo good. it's taking all my concentration not to make spelling mistakes. and zomg. i can’t help myself. i drank about a bottle and a half tonight. 0_0
AND OMG. I JUST SPILLED MY WINE. WOE.
anyway. and then i went to quiznos on my day off and sat around eating and smoking. i’m lame.
and yes. i’m in a happy/depressed mood right now. it happens every once in a while. it usually involves me, drinking mass amounts of alcohol, bouncing around my apartment and getting into a new fandom.
this time, that fandom is bandslash. that’s right. it’s a fandom now. i’ve been listening to panic! at the disco all night. and looking at very pretty and very slashy pictures on the interwebz, of the brendon/ryan variety. new fandom! it makes me all giddy. i think ryan is my favorite. *nods*
however, all this p!atd isn’t helping my insane urge to start a band. i can’t play any instruments, but still. i’d be vocals. and yeah. i really, really want it. like crack.
also: I WANT SEX RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. and all the insanely hot harry/snape non-con chan and trio fic and remus/sirius mwpp-era fic in the world can’t satisfy me. i seriously just want an experienced guy to just thrown me down and have his way with me. is that so much to ask? IS IT?
abdicate_it finally got hold of deathly hallows and texted me some of her thoughts. we squeed over dudley together. it was grand.
my cousin alex added me on facebook and for about ten minutes, i had absolutely no idea who he was. i was all, “who the hell is this? i don’t know anyone who lives in oakville.” and then, yeah. realization struck me. needless to say, we don’t see each very often. but it was a nice surprise.
so, yeah. keep me entertained with brendon/ryan picscams or fic or something. i’ll love you forever.
AND OMG. I JUST SPILLED MY WINE. WOE.
anyway. and then i went to quiznos on my day off and sat around eating and smoking. i’m lame.
and yes. i’m in a happy/depressed mood right now. it happens every once in a while. it usually involves me, drinking mass amounts of alcohol, bouncing around my apartment and getting into a new fandom.
this time, that fandom is bandslash. that’s right. it’s a fandom now. i’ve been listening to panic! at the disco all night. and looking at very pretty and very slashy pictures on the interwebz, of the brendon/ryan variety. new fandom! it makes me all giddy. i think ryan is my favorite. *nods*
however, all this p!atd isn’t helping my insane urge to start a band. i can’t play any instruments, but still. i’d be vocals. and yeah. i really, really want it. like crack.
also: I WANT SEX RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. and all the insanely hot harry/snape non-con chan and trio fic and remus/sirius mwpp-era fic in the world can’t satisfy me. i seriously just want an experienced guy to just thrown me down and have his way with me. is that so much to ask? IS IT?
abdicate_it finally got hold of deathly hallows and texted me some of her thoughts. we squeed over dudley together. it was grand.
my cousin alex added me on facebook and for about ten minutes, i had absolutely no idea who he was. i was all, “who the hell is this? i don’t know anyone who lives in oakville.” and then, yeah. realization struck me. needless to say, we don’t see each very often. but it was a nice surprise.
so, yeah. keep me entertained with brendon/ryan picscams or fic or something. i’ll love you forever.