insomnia...sucks...a lot
im tired. as hell. and no matter what i try. cannot sleep. though its been a day and a half since i last slept. i cant sleep when im hungry. ever. i havent eaten since friday. or thursday.. i can't remember.
and i still feel so out of it. since the dxm. i dont know. it doesnt make any sense. i only had 300mg. or maybe its just from the lack of sleep/food. i dont know. or care really. i just want to sleep.
so i can either wait and see if i fall asleep, eat something, or take benadryl and be even more out of it tomorrow.
no benadryl. poor heart. it needs a break.
no food. im 132.5 at this moment. and who knows how much is water weight or anything. i cant count it as real unless i weigh myself right after i wake up. but i cant really do that if i cant fucking sleep.
so i guess...wait... if i dont fall asleep by like 11, fuck school. i'll go to the store and buy sleeping pills and sleep the whole nice day. oh god yes.
but my mother is going to wonder why i cant sleep for 2 days in a row. and then she'll take me to the doc or something.
omg fucking annoying. sleep tonya. just sleep.
and i still feel so out of it. since the dxm. i dont know. it doesnt make any sense. i only had 300mg. or maybe its just from the lack of sleep/food. i dont know. or care really. i just want to sleep.
so i can either wait and see if i fall asleep, eat something, or take benadryl and be even more out of it tomorrow.
no benadryl. poor heart. it needs a break.
no food. im 132.5 at this moment. and who knows how much is water weight or anything. i cant count it as real unless i weigh myself right after i wake up. but i cant really do that if i cant fucking sleep.
so i guess...wait... if i dont fall asleep by like 11, fuck school. i'll go to the store and buy sleeping pills and sleep the whole nice day. oh god yes.
but my mother is going to wonder why i cant sleep for 2 days in a row. and then she'll take me to the doc or something.
omg fucking annoying. sleep tonya. just sleep.