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Apr 30, 2004 19:08

i dont know if i should take the fenadryl under my bed. lets see..

reasons not to
1. i STILL get flashes in front of my eyes and such from it. its hard to explain, but its like when you look at the sun too long or get your picture taken.. and you have those dots. but their from the fenadryl since i never got them this much before i took it, and you get a LOT when your on it.
2. my chest hurts right now. i dont know why, but it does. and fenadryl makes it hurt anyway. and hurt+hurt=more hurt
3. everytime i take it, i cant wait until it wears off
4. every once in awhile, i'll get visuals. the same kind i would get if i was on it.
5. it doesnt work for 2 hours. and in 2 hours i'll be with kristi. and it really sucks trying to keep on a conversation

reasons to
1. i'll be high. and i'll have that 'whoo hoo, im trippin badly'
2. i really really want to. for what reason, i dont know.
3. i have no money. no dxm. no weed. no shrooms. no alcohol. no acid. no sleeping pills. no nodoz. no ANYTHING besides this.
4. theres like 100 rotting away. and what am i going to do with them?

ugggh. i want to. i know i shouldnt. and i know once it starts i'll be like FUCK, STOP! but i still want to.

but what i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY omfg im going to go insane REALLY WANT is some robotussin.
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