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today chayla touched my stomach or something (cant *really* remember cuz i was kind of fucked at the moment) and then i said like 'oh dont let the rolls eat your finger' and i didnt even realize i said that, since i never say shit about body image and such for obvious reasons. and then she looks at me like im CRAZY and is like '....rolls?'
so i thought that was funny.
and today my heart doesnt hurt, though it usually does when i take a lot of benadryl (or..fenadryl lmao). but now it doesnt, and i keep expecting it to, but then it doesnt. and its weird. because im sooo used to it hurting alll the time. its because i took dxm with it, im pretty sure. because it wasnt all fucked up yesterday, beating wise. yeah, thats the good thing about dxm..saves your heart. lmao. but now i find out dxm+benadryl(i know it has an actual name, its diph something, i dunno how to spell it and i dont want to try) can be fatal. not that i was going to do it again (cuz yesterday really really sucked) but now im really not going to. lol.
iffer im going to ask my mother if u can stay with us sometime during the summer. but shes kind of pissed off at me at the moment, so i'll ask later. but im pretty sure you can for at least a week or something. but i dunno, kristi is going to be annoying as hell. just dont say anything about anything, and act like you went to north during 7th grade, lmao.
so i thought that was funny.
and today my heart doesnt hurt, though it usually does when i take a lot of benadryl (or..fenadryl lmao). but now it doesnt, and i keep expecting it to, but then it doesnt. and its weird. because im sooo used to it hurting alll the time. its because i took dxm with it, im pretty sure. because it wasnt all fucked up yesterday, beating wise. yeah, thats the good thing about dxm..saves your heart. lmao. but now i find out dxm+benadryl(i know it has an actual name, its diph something, i dunno how to spell it and i dont want to try) can be fatal. not that i was going to do it again (cuz yesterday really really sucked) but now im really not going to. lol.
iffer im going to ask my mother if u can stay with us sometime during the summer. but shes kind of pissed off at me at the moment, so i'll ask later. but im pretty sure you can for at least a week or something. but i dunno, kristi is going to be annoying as hell. just dont say anything about anything, and act like you went to north during 7th grade, lmao.