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today sucked. ugggh. so fucking irratating school is.
so last night we ran out of weed so we were going to buy some more. but then oh no kristi cant buy it from blah blah blah because she likes to create all this fucking drama that isnt even there.
so i had no weed today, which just made it a shit day to begin with. because i hate going to school. and i really hate going to school without joining kristi in a few bowls first.
so i woke up late first. so i was like ugh whatever. blah blah blah. then i remembered i had 4 benadryl in some pocket or another. so i looked through all my clothes and everything. because if mother saw it, goodbye tonya. and she would 'send me to rehab' or something. and that would just be sad.
so then i FINALLY find it in the LAST place i would think of looking... which was... my bag with all pills. yeah.. slow..
so i took them cuz like, whatever. its 4. but oh no. they fucked me up. and i ended up falling asleep in english, missing all the notes for the test, and then i forgot my book in the utter confusion of the bell ringing. so now i must go back before 6 and get it, or fuck it and read half of it on monday night (test tuesday, so i have to read it one way or another) or go to the library sometime. fuck.
then i went to lunch. and i sat down and just like looked around, and then it was just over. like flew right before my eyes.
then i went to drama. and the stupid lady was like 'pass out everyone's sheet'. theres 70 something people in our class, and i knew like 5 names out of them. so i had chayla help me, yes.
then im not in any group in the class. so i just like went with chayla cuz i had no idea what to do. then we typed up scripts, and i got 4 pages done when everyone else got 1 or 2, but then everyone besides chayla just left right there. and i had no idea how to save or anything. then she showed me how. and it didnt work. and the stupid fucking lady that was in the place just read her fucking book like a dyke. yeah....thats what your there for... not to read. stupid people. so i was just like whatever, they care about this shit A LOT more than i do, so they can type up their own shit since 30 seconds to save this is WAY too long for them.
then i was walking, and late as usual. and i had to go to the sevee hall to my locker and then to my class in the ninth grade hall because school is retarded and doesnt think about common sense things like 9th graders should have lockers where there hall is......
anyways.
then this stupid fucking 8th grader just like stands there with her little stupid fucking friends. and im like dude move. and they just look at me. so i walk and like push them out of my way and the girl comes up to me and starts yelling at me about bullshit bullshit dont fucking push me again blah blah blah. and then i tell her to shut the fuck up and walk her stupid fucking ass to class since theres more important things in the world than the stupid fucking chit chat with your stupid fucking friends in the hall. and then the vice principal (the whore) comes up to me and is like go to the quiet room. and im like no. and shes like yes. and i asked her why. and shes like cuz you swore. and i told her to fuck off, and ive already missed 3 classes of advanced comp, and i dont need to go to the fucking quiet room. and then shes like yes go there. and i was no. and shes like yes. and then i say that if i have to go to the quiet room, im just leaving, because the only reason im there at all was to not completely fail all my classes. and she says no you wouldnt. and i say yes. and then she gets people to escort me to the quiet room. and then i walk out the door outside. and shes like your suspended now. and i tell her to fuck off, and i go to class. and then she walks by and i wave at her. and she just looks at me. and that was it..
and now i have 2 papers in advanced comp due and i havent started either of them and i failed the test (like.... 5/20..) and its just gay.
like i said, retarded day.
oh yes, and then i come to kristi's car when she picks me up. and my mother is there (because shes a hypocrite and didnt go to work today because "she earned it for working so hard" FUCK that, please)
and then i find out kristi left halfway through the day, and her and mother went out to eat.
uggggggh.
so last night we ran out of weed so we were going to buy some more. but then oh no kristi cant buy it from blah blah blah because she likes to create all this fucking drama that isnt even there.
so i had no weed today, which just made it a shit day to begin with. because i hate going to school. and i really hate going to school without joining kristi in a few bowls first.
so i woke up late first. so i was like ugh whatever. blah blah blah. then i remembered i had 4 benadryl in some pocket or another. so i looked through all my clothes and everything. because if mother saw it, goodbye tonya. and she would 'send me to rehab' or something. and that would just be sad.
so then i FINALLY find it in the LAST place i would think of looking... which was... my bag with all pills. yeah.. slow..
so i took them cuz like, whatever. its 4. but oh no. they fucked me up. and i ended up falling asleep in english, missing all the notes for the test, and then i forgot my book in the utter confusion of the bell ringing. so now i must go back before 6 and get it, or fuck it and read half of it on monday night (test tuesday, so i have to read it one way or another) or go to the library sometime. fuck.
then i went to lunch. and i sat down and just like looked around, and then it was just over. like flew right before my eyes.
then i went to drama. and the stupid lady was like 'pass out everyone's sheet'. theres 70 something people in our class, and i knew like 5 names out of them. so i had chayla help me, yes.
then im not in any group in the class. so i just like went with chayla cuz i had no idea what to do. then we typed up scripts, and i got 4 pages done when everyone else got 1 or 2, but then everyone besides chayla just left right there. and i had no idea how to save or anything. then she showed me how. and it didnt work. and the stupid fucking lady that was in the place just read her fucking book like a dyke. yeah....thats what your there for... not to read. stupid people. so i was just like whatever, they care about this shit A LOT more than i do, so they can type up their own shit since 30 seconds to save this is WAY too long for them.
then i was walking, and late as usual. and i had to go to the sevee hall to my locker and then to my class in the ninth grade hall because school is retarded and doesnt think about common sense things like 9th graders should have lockers where there hall is......
anyways.
then this stupid fucking 8th grader just like stands there with her little stupid fucking friends. and im like dude move. and they just look at me. so i walk and like push them out of my way and the girl comes up to me and starts yelling at me about bullshit bullshit dont fucking push me again blah blah blah. and then i tell her to shut the fuck up and walk her stupid fucking ass to class since theres more important things in the world than the stupid fucking chit chat with your stupid fucking friends in the hall. and then the vice principal (the whore) comes up to me and is like go to the quiet room. and im like no. and shes like yes. and i asked her why. and shes like cuz you swore. and i told her to fuck off, and ive already missed 3 classes of advanced comp, and i dont need to go to the fucking quiet room. and then shes like yes go there. and i was no. and shes like yes. and then i say that if i have to go to the quiet room, im just leaving, because the only reason im there at all was to not completely fail all my classes. and she says no you wouldnt. and i say yes. and then she gets people to escort me to the quiet room. and then i walk out the door outside. and shes like your suspended now. and i tell her to fuck off, and i go to class. and then she walks by and i wave at her. and she just looks at me. and that was it..
and now i have 2 papers in advanced comp due and i havent started either of them and i failed the test (like.... 5/20..) and its just gay.
like i said, retarded day.
oh yes, and then i come to kristi's car when she picks me up. and my mother is there (because shes a hypocrite and didnt go to work today because "she earned it for working so hard" FUCK that, please)
and then i find out kristi left halfway through the day, and her and mother went out to eat.
uggggggh.