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OMG I hurt!
Ive had a lovely day and a half with my boyfriend but both were spent with one form of pain or another.
Yesterday - I had a bad stomach from the word go - couldnt eat my breakfast - struggled with lunch and had no dinner at work. I felt about 2 stone heavier than i am (just nearly 8 stone) and looked it. For no reason whatsoever. The stomach pain got worse when i wasnt busy - such as between shifts at work - but seemed to go when i didnt have time to think.
Today - i felt fine when i woke up yet i was reluctant to eat for fear of being ill again - this isnt good and its something i have seen a doctor about - but she didnt see it as an issue. Had sex but now i feel awful - just a constant dull ache with lower stomach (upper pelvic area) bruising (feels bruised to touch).
TOMORROW - I have my first appointment ever with the gyno and im scared i dont want to go because im scared they will send me packing with no explanation or no further treatment.
I know il spend most of the morning tomorrow in the bathroom through anxiety and there is nothing i can do about that - any tips?
Also can i ask if there is any one in England in this community who has experience with English doctors??? - The american equivilent seem very capeable but i dont hold out too much hope on ours