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i hate my body right now
it hates me and is doing stupid little things that are freaking me out a bit.
i have the next couple days off of work, which means my ass will be doing community service at the ARC thrift store...woo hoo...people should come see me.
im excited to leave for the A.F. just scared that now im going through it alone. oh well, ill meet alot of new people, get out of this town for awhile, travel lots, and it was also the motivation it took for me to quit smoking pot, which i needed to do. ive always been so dependent on the closest friend ive had through my entire life, its scary knowing that im leaving all of this behind and starting completly over. it kinda sucks and its getting harder every day. im not gonna be the one to start drama or even put up with it anymore cause im kinda seeing each moment with my friends as some of the last ones that im gonna have with them and i want to make things worth it.
finnally it seems like my life is starting to fall into place in some sense.
i love alkaline trio..mmm hmmm..
i guess i dont really have much to talk about.
word of advice, dont take niacin....better advice....dont take 5 of them at a time. i have not been in such and uncomfortable, itchy, blotchy, hot, red state in my life. it sucks.
so heidi and i were driving behing angie paccione today....she pulled up next to us at the stoplight on constitution (haha get it...) and she rolled down her window and talked to us and it made me really excited. i want her autograph...or something?
i keep having dreams that im running down streets in my underwear shooting people that are driving a big white semi and they are shooting at me, but they have big guns, and all i have is this huge heavy gun that you have to pump a whole lot before it can shoot, and when it does shoot it shoots little white plastic balls.
okie i spose im done rambling. goodnight.
it hates me and is doing stupid little things that are freaking me out a bit.
i have the next couple days off of work, which means my ass will be doing community service at the ARC thrift store...woo hoo...people should come see me.
im excited to leave for the A.F. just scared that now im going through it alone. oh well, ill meet alot of new people, get out of this town for awhile, travel lots, and it was also the motivation it took for me to quit smoking pot, which i needed to do. ive always been so dependent on the closest friend ive had through my entire life, its scary knowing that im leaving all of this behind and starting completly over. it kinda sucks and its getting harder every day. im not gonna be the one to start drama or even put up with it anymore cause im kinda seeing each moment with my friends as some of the last ones that im gonna have with them and i want to make things worth it.
finnally it seems like my life is starting to fall into place in some sense.
i love alkaline trio..mmm hmmm..
i guess i dont really have much to talk about.
word of advice, dont take niacin....better advice....dont take 5 of them at a time. i have not been in such and uncomfortable, itchy, blotchy, hot, red state in my life. it sucks.
so heidi and i were driving behing angie paccione today....she pulled up next to us at the stoplight on constitution (haha get it...) and she rolled down her window and talked to us and it made me really excited. i want her autograph...or something?
i keep having dreams that im running down streets in my underwear shooting people that are driving a big white semi and they are shooting at me, but they have big guns, and all i have is this huge heavy gun that you have to pump a whole lot before it can shoot, and when it does shoot it shoots little white plastic balls.
okie i spose im done rambling. goodnight.