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Im sick of everything lately.
i dont mean to complain but i dont know what to do anymore, as soon as things are good in one aspect, they completly go to shit in another.
ill admit theres times when i cant stand each and every one of my friends, when i honestly wish i could punch them in the face, but there my friends and im happy for that.
Brandon....i dont know what i did to you, or how i am just an "annoyance" now, but im sorry. i consider you one of my best friends and probably the funniest person ive ever met, but its bringing me down along with just pissing me off that you wont talk to me when ive tried to talk to you and just find out what the hell i did. i see you one day and everything was fine. then a day later i see you and you wont so much as make eye contact with me and walk away as soon as i come around, or making rude jokes behind me when i can clearly hear you. more so it sucks cause i know you dont want me around which means i cant hang out with you as well as my other friends without making you mad or now having to feel uncomfortable in those situations. so im honestly sorry, i want to talk to you but since i guess i can leave you alone until you decide you want to talk to me.
so this is the last thing im gonna say, that i love my friends, all of them i honestly do and would pretty much do anything for anyone of them. but what i dont seem to get is why there is soo much hate and soo much drama between all of our friends. it really sucks and it never seems to stop.
i have a feeling ill regret making this entry.
i dont mean to complain but i dont know what to do anymore, as soon as things are good in one aspect, they completly go to shit in another.
ill admit theres times when i cant stand each and every one of my friends, when i honestly wish i could punch them in the face, but there my friends and im happy for that.
Brandon....i dont know what i did to you, or how i am just an "annoyance" now, but im sorry. i consider you one of my best friends and probably the funniest person ive ever met, but its bringing me down along with just pissing me off that you wont talk to me when ive tried to talk to you and just find out what the hell i did. i see you one day and everything was fine. then a day later i see you and you wont so much as make eye contact with me and walk away as soon as i come around, or making rude jokes behind me when i can clearly hear you. more so it sucks cause i know you dont want me around which means i cant hang out with you as well as my other friends without making you mad or now having to feel uncomfortable in those situations. so im honestly sorry, i want to talk to you but since i guess i can leave you alone until you decide you want to talk to me.
so this is the last thing im gonna say, that i love my friends, all of them i honestly do and would pretty much do anything for anyone of them. but what i dont seem to get is why there is soo much hate and soo much drama between all of our friends. it really sucks and it never seems to stop.
i have a feeling ill regret making this entry.