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i think i'm gonna pull an all nighter tonite.
want to put my play in shape so that i'll be less embarrassed tomorrow
when we start rehearsal.
i treat my plays the way my mother treated my sister and me when we were little.
with disdain.
need to break this habit cos it's bad for the health of my soul.
i spend too much energy beating up my inner child.
sad, right?
i need to become a better caretaker.
i love when my stomach gurgles, intestines whatever...probably stomach
it is starting a conversation with me
i don't feel so alone.
i would not want to have an intestine transplant.
to put somebody else's shit factory into my body, gross.
but i guess if it's life or death, i will.
it's bad to teach when u r not fully into it and passionate about the subject.
kinda like being in a relationship for the sake of it
bc u don't want to be alone
i wonder what i'll look like as a grandma.
i hope i wear bright colors and have a punky haircut.
i don't think i'll be a jewelry person.
i wish someone could chop up my shoulder muscles with the blade of their hands...korean style.
i am tight there.
the opposite of my tight shoulder muscles is a loose butthole.
my sister says texas gives her sticky poo.
i concur.
what is it, houston and austin? i don't mind.
speaking of my sister, her new nickname in LA is pandy bc her co-workers say she has a big head:
want to put my play in shape so that i'll be less embarrassed tomorrow
when we start rehearsal.
i treat my plays the way my mother treated my sister and me when we were little.
with disdain.
need to break this habit cos it's bad for the health of my soul.
i spend too much energy beating up my inner child.
sad, right?
i need to become a better caretaker.
i love when my stomach gurgles, intestines whatever...probably stomach
it is starting a conversation with me
i don't feel so alone.
i would not want to have an intestine transplant.
to put somebody else's shit factory into my body, gross.
but i guess if it's life or death, i will.
it's bad to teach when u r not fully into it and passionate about the subject.
kinda like being in a relationship for the sake of it
bc u don't want to be alone
i wonder what i'll look like as a grandma.
i hope i wear bright colors and have a punky haircut.
i don't think i'll be a jewelry person.
i wish someone could chop up my shoulder muscles with the blade of their hands...korean style.
i am tight there.
the opposite of my tight shoulder muscles is a loose butthole.
my sister says texas gives her sticky poo.
i concur.
what is it, houston and austin? i don't mind.
speaking of my sister, her new nickname in LA is pandy bc her co-workers say she has a big head: