Apr 15, 2007 18:52
wish i was home (dc) so i could see komo's new puppy.
today i sang at church in the praise team.
one little korean kid got shocked by my light hair.
she did a doubletake and said, "oh my gosh, how did you..."
and walked away with her friends before finishing her sentence.
i did the elliptical for 35 minutes and broke into a light sweat.
i am not a big sweater.
went to daily juice and ordered a coconut.
drank the milk inside which is clear so i think it's wrong to call it milk
but it was delicious.
the guy who took my order there looked like the guy who made really ugly horny smiles.
i've done the impression for some friends.
if u haven't seen, i'll do it for u next time. just remind me. something u shouldn't miss.
basically this dude was really down for having sex
but i just couldn't because he would smile hornily.
it just looked all wrong.
i couldn't have someone smiling like that, while we'd be at it.
WRONG. if only he didn't smile, i would have.
after the coconut juice, i went to a coffee shop and ordered their strawberry and peach pie because i am a pig who can't pass up pie. had pie with dark roast coffee with low acidity, my favorite.
white boys in austin love my sister's smith shirt which i stole and wore today. stole it two years ago. it's nice and baggy so i can let my chub flap away as i do cardio at the gym and then afterwards fill up on pies and the like.
the korean men at my church look extra foreign to me. maybe cos they're getting younger. and the younger ones look more vietnamese or cambodian or something. funky not necessarily in a bad way. just different. like my tan black korean brothers...that's what they are.
my apartment is finally clean. i had fleas. just for a week or two. i was gone in tulsa for a whole week so when i came back they were having a party, making babies and such. the pest man came and did his spraying and i did the vaccuming so haven't noticed anymore since. i'm glad it forced me to clean out my damn closet. it had too much shit in it that needed to be thrown away.
days like this where it's sunny even tho it's sunday nite, i crave company but i love being home alone.
now i have to sit and write and meditate and pour my heart out. i'm writing a family drama and am learning a lot about life through it. it is a sex drive killer tho. ever since i started this play, i've had like no horny thoughts. only around my periods. perhaps my body is converting me into a female eunuch. i don't care as long as it turns out to be a good play.