BRRRRRR
Man its cold out ::trying to warm nose.:: I hate this weather. Whats worse is I have to work in it. Speaking of work..its ok. Nothing spectacular to mention of. I started my new 40K army offically. Got the first two figs. I am a bit reserved as I probably will never play this army in my life. Lets see, what else....Oh I found out the girl I
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I'm mad. Most so at myself. I'm mad because I let you work your game on me. I'm kicking myself for being on the same list as every other girl you've slept with. I never believed you, but everything you said to me made me feel like you were trying to make me believe you, and when I finally started thinking that you might not have been feeding me lines is when you broke the news to me, the news I knew all along.
I really want to know if God told you it was OK to lead me on, or if that's just something you came up with on your own. I still don't get why you decided to get through to me in the first place if you "never meant to hurt me."
And look who's the childish one... After all of those questions I brought up you NEVER answered a single one, but when your pride took a shot you got pissed. What about me? What about MY pride? I think I have every right to be angry with this situation, then again it was you that wasted your time.. I shouldn't feel bad at all.
My friend came up with a good point: she told me that everything that has happened is because you wanted what was convenient for you at a given time (like after you put a stop to something YOU started and offered your friendship as what seems like a runner up prize).
Did you ever mean anything you said to me?
I'm never going to get any answer out of you, am I.
I just knew you were too good to be true....
And even now, after saying all of this I still want to be your friend.. even though I think the only reason you offered friendship was to somehow console me....
I need you to be 100% honest with me, and I need it now.
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