Pictures- how i feel- my love bear - I'm going to HCC for 1-2 years before going away

Oct 25, 2006 23:41

I feel like exactly like this . . . . .




It says everything



Me and my baby Kizzy




I adore her




She loves me

I decided I’m going to go to HCC for 1-2 years after high school. It’s completely covered with my scholarship; I could get my core classes out of the way and then transfer.

It’s better this way because…

1 - I still have not taken the SAT’s and well, time I s running out and I am in no position to take them now…I don’t need to take the SAT’s to go to HCC

2 - I don’t think I’m ready to leave home right after high school, I’m still getting things together and crap, plus granny is still struggling… yeah

3 - I haven’t even picked out a school yet; I’d rather take more time and pick out the best school possible that has the most to offer me, rather than just making a quick choice and going somewhere that ends up not really being worth my time.

4 - it makes things less stressful for now, I’m not freaking out about the SAT’s and picking out a good school and getting accepted and getting it paid for and going away from home to live on my own, etc, etc, etc

5 - I can get my core classes out of the way and get use to the whole college thing first, and then go away to the perfect school that I will have looked into compleatly.

It just seems better this way - I’m freaking out about this whole SAT, going away, picking out a good school business - this will give me some more time - there isn’t really any point in rushing.


SNOW WHITE QUEEN

stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
YOU DON'T KNOW ME

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you
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