Aug 15, 2005 23:17
Yes, I was wasted last night
Please stop asking me about what happened last night because I don’t entirely remember.
Anything I may have told you was probably complete bull crap or one of my friends instead of me. - I apologize
And sorry, I don’t plan on having any more parties at my house for a while. - So stop asking me when my next party will be.
But PLEASE let me know about any other party taking place.
Oh yeah, don’t take this and assume that I am now a drunk and that the old me is gone. I’m still very much “me,” I’m just trying new stuff - don’t worry about me, I still make better decisions than the majority of kids in high school. I still have a lot of important things on my mind and a lot of goals that I will achieve.
If you still want to think that I am a “drunk” or stupid, etc - don’t share that with me. I drink - get over it. I’m tired of having people trying to make me feel bad about my decisions. Do NOT EVER tell me that I have “given up,” because I have gone further than you will ever know, and I keep will keep on going no matter what you think of me
I wrote a poem - I don’t like it, I might still work on it, idk I wrote it with this entry so I’m putting it in here, I have no name for it
I am not your angel
I am not your whore
I am no longer your little girl
I will never be your “piece of ass”
I’m not an angel
You just never see me cry
I am not your angel
My dear I can not fly