looking back
sigh.
today i read someone's whooole entire journal.. yes i am that bored. its sunday, what am i supposed to be doing? i already read the funnies.
but anyways i guess reading that someones thoughts made me really nostalgic and made me want to just redo all of last school year. i made soo many mistakes, ignored a lot of people, and just secluded myself. and now i regret all of it.
i especially regret ditching felicia, ally, and karen for charley. because now that thats over i feel like shit for not hanging out with them. and this school year has been okay so far in the friends department.. and ive met alot of new ppl.
so not having someone is a positive, but i guess sometimes i just wonder if i still did how would things be??
when it comes to being with this one person i have this weird mental block that i cant get over.. i dont know how to be around him when we're trying to be more than just friends.. same way with him i suppose...and its a shame.. because i dont like sharing him.
o well i guess what i am saying from now on... whatever happens, happens.
today i read someone's whooole entire journal.. yes i am that bored. its sunday, what am i supposed to be doing? i already read the funnies.
but anyways i guess reading that someones thoughts made me really nostalgic and made me want to just redo all of last school year. i made soo many mistakes, ignored a lot of people, and just secluded myself. and now i regret all of it.
i especially regret ditching felicia, ally, and karen for charley. because now that thats over i feel like shit for not hanging out with them. and this school year has been okay so far in the friends department.. and ive met alot of new ppl.
so not having someone is a positive, but i guess sometimes i just wonder if i still did how would things be??
when it comes to being with this one person i have this weird mental block that i cant get over.. i dont know how to be around him when we're trying to be more than just friends.. same way with him i suppose...and its a shame.. because i dont like sharing him.
o well i guess what i am saying from now on... whatever happens, happens.