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They say you can tell them the truth, that they want to here it, they want the truth, they want to know what you feel, they don't want lies, if that's true, why do they freak out when you give them what they tell you to tell them, the truth. I tell one person how I feel, and they freak on me, well it shows that they lied to me when they said they wanted the truth, they just want to be told what they want to hear, why do I even bother getting close to people in the end I always end up getting hurt, it always happens, I think I only have abour 5 or so real friends, it sucks I know, but then again life sucks.I really hate people. Well schools almost out, so after another week I think I'll be able to forget everything about this bullshit group of people I thought were my friends. One likes they guy I like, two are mad at me for hanging out with someone they hate, and all three think they when they know me, but how can they, if they really knew me, they would know that I'm very out there, and I tell it how it is, if you do something I don't like, I'll tell you, and I'll put you in your place, all while staying in mine. For a few weeks I thought I was going to have a good summer, acutualy have fun, but nope, I'm going to be home all summer, alone, doing nothing, it's going to be even worse then last year, and it's gunna suck, but I guess it's better then hanging out with people who just seem to hate me. Maybe one day I'll learn to keep my mouth closed, smile and bare it. Until then, I'm just going to piss people off, and never let anyone close, for fear of that knife they carry. (I know they have those god dame butter knives with them ~_~ I told them I hate butter knives) HEY I JUST HEARD THUNDER... YAY!!!