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Jul 13, 2005 10:23

i am sick of bitchy people. and i'm sick of lifeguarding....nobodies ever satisfied. This is def. my last year of this bullshit.

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flames0f_autumn July 13 2005, 23:53:35 UTC
jess ive missed you.

im sorry if i upset you today about lifeguarding and shit.
i was just upset with other things and i kinda took it out on you.
when you see this..give me a call.
lets hang out.
and i am happy for you with jon.
i love you babe.
call me.
and im not done with your present im makingg!

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endlessxmiles July 15 2005, 06:50:25 UTC
Hey becca....I miss u a lot 2. I've been wanting to hang out with u. But it just seems like ur 2 busy or something. I love you mucho and I'm sorry for being rude on the phone the other day. Give me a call whenever u wanna hang out. Love ya..

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flames0f_autumn July 24 2005, 01:39:15 UTC
i think the problem is
you think im to busy.
and i think you're just always with jon.

somethings wrong jess...

talk to me.
i called you tonight so we could talk.
we've drifted? i've drifted.

have i changed to you? and if i have...how so?
im just tryin to meet new people and stil hangout with everyone..the summer is too short and i dont know what to do about it anymore.
im tryin to make time for everyone...but it just isnt workign out correctly.
im at a loss and i dont know how to fix this.

is there maybe a day that we both have off work? so we can hang out?

call me. talk to me. i miss you and i love you.
becca

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endlessxmiles July 25 2005, 07:20:10 UTC
i think the problem is you. and i'm not always with jon...i do hang out with my friends..the ones that want to hang out with me..ones that dont talk behind my back. and yes there are days we both have off cuz i quit lifeguarding. this whole week i'm not working. yes u have changed to me. alot. you dont act the same. ur like a totally different person..its ridiculous.

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flames0f_autumn July 28 2005, 14:22:12 UTC
then i guess i just don't understand why you choose till now to talk to me.
what have i said behind your back?
sorry i've changed however that's what happens. people do infact change.
i've seen all of us girls change.
you change.
heather changes.
i change.
my dad changes.
my mom changes.
everyone does it's not soemthing you can really help.
I have just been tryin to figure out what has been wrong latley and you just lie and say nothing. HELLO JESSSSSSSS
i know there is something wrong but we can't resolve any conflict if you dont talk.
but i hate talking on here.
call me when you get this.

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thedividedwall July 28 2005, 19:09:40 UTC
el oh el.

there comes a time in everyones life when they just need to stop and say "look buddy....things just arent the same....so fuck off and stay outta my life".

good luck on life you two.

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flames0f_autumn July 29 2005, 23:32:42 UTC
i love you adam

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thedividedwall July 30 2005, 00:27:44 UTC
you dont have to say those words to me.

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endlessxmiles July 29 2005, 09:19:40 UTC
u shouldnt have to ask me wat you've said behind my back. but i forget and forgive so i dont give a shit anymore. drama is bullshit. i know people change...trust me. thats part of life. whether u like the way the person changed or not.there was nothing wrong...just tired of people lying and talking shit. but i'm over it. hopefully u arent mad at me...

ps
my cell phones still f-ed up but u can call it and i will call u right back.

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flames0f_autumn July 29 2005, 23:30:05 UTC
ill call you.
enough said on here

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