what a day.
Who cares about fancy words and fancy phrases?
True feelings come out in the most awkward of ways.
Anyone who has time to think of a clever line is full of shit.
Don’t sugar coat your misery…
These layers of deceit in my life remind me of a bad layered cake.
Dry unfulfilling, bitter-frosted.
Stupid questions and stupid thoughts race through my brain.
There is no real answer to my questions.
I struggle to come to a conclusion as to what this whole damn dilemma is.
It plagues my heart and makes me dumb.
It is impossible to discover a completely truthful person.
Everyone is so scared shitless that they can never become free from deceit.
A prisoner in a damnable cage.
Damn lies, damn dishonesty, damn distrust.
Today I took a drive to clear my mind. Twice.
It helped for a while.
Then I remembered my reasons for driving in the first place and I became dumb once again.
Im sick of all of this.
All I can do is piss and moan, shouting “Why me?”.
“Why do they always choose ME to lie to?”
Stupid questions from a stupid person.
Things are moving so fast now.
Why is it that the minute we become ok with things, that there is always someone waiting to shatter it?
Once again, another stupid question.
The world is cruel, poor me, life is not fair, I hate my dad, blah blah blah!!
Those who mutter those words should grow up.
Highschool drama is something that is only escapable by leaving the source of it.
It is the only way.
Some choose to remain entangled by the lies, the deceit, the bullshit.
I don’t get it…
No one in my life has been consistantly honest with me.
Is there such a thing….
No, like I said before, it is impossible to discover a completely truthful person.
Fuck.
True feelings come out in the most awkward of ways.
Anyone who has time to think of a clever line is full of shit.
Don’t sugar coat your misery…
These layers of deceit in my life remind me of a bad layered cake.
Dry unfulfilling, bitter-frosted.
Stupid questions and stupid thoughts race through my brain.
There is no real answer to my questions.
I struggle to come to a conclusion as to what this whole damn dilemma is.
It plagues my heart and makes me dumb.
It is impossible to discover a completely truthful person.
Everyone is so scared shitless that they can never become free from deceit.
A prisoner in a damnable cage.
Damn lies, damn dishonesty, damn distrust.
Today I took a drive to clear my mind. Twice.
It helped for a while.
Then I remembered my reasons for driving in the first place and I became dumb once again.
Im sick of all of this.
All I can do is piss and moan, shouting “Why me?”.
“Why do they always choose ME to lie to?”
Stupid questions from a stupid person.
Things are moving so fast now.
Why is it that the minute we become ok with things, that there is always someone waiting to shatter it?
Once again, another stupid question.
The world is cruel, poor me, life is not fair, I hate my dad, blah blah blah!!
Those who mutter those words should grow up.
Highschool drama is something that is only escapable by leaving the source of it.
It is the only way.
Some choose to remain entangled by the lies, the deceit, the bullshit.
I don’t get it…
No one in my life has been consistantly honest with me.
Is there such a thing….
No, like I said before, it is impossible to discover a completely truthful person.
Fuck.