Its offical!
Well well well...where do i even start...? :: thinking ::
Work i must aay is just work. But i was quite ammused with Craig's little stunt he did. He was doing this sexy little get his groove on with April yesterday. If you saw it, you would of been balling your ass off just like me. Man, it hurt after to even breathe i laughed so hard. I am suprised i wasnt as loud as i thought i was. But none the less, it was quite funny! Didnt make much though. A normal saturday so it semes lately. Sad to say, it was my last saturday lunch shift i will be doing for some time now. Sad, that i am.
Next saturday its Shelley's birthday. Part of me is like i should get her something but then i am thinking, what did she get me for my birthday. Nothing actually. Granted i was around for my birthday because i was out on the Cape, but still. Why should i get anything. Am i wrong for feeling and thinking this?
Shelley has been kind of buggin me. Meaning, shes just not realizing what she has right there in front of her. IT sucks. I wish i could slap her into reality, but god sake me for doing that. I know Jen is upset (shelleys gf) for missing her friends back in Ohio, and she has a right for feeling the way she does. I would be too! Shelley is just still hung up on Kristy (her ex) of how she was treated and such. Granted, yea she was treated really bad in the middle to the end of the relationship, but why is she putting Jen through it. Jen is caring and a passionate person. Granted i dont know this personally, but you just know things, you know what i am saying. Its killing Jen inside, one i know this because she told me but then i can also see it. ITs getting everything down to the point that they actually dont so anything as a couple. And honestly, thats sad. I did actually send a text to shelley asking her if she was going to go out with Jess and I to the club. Well she said that she was going to make it a lazy night. Well, in return, i sent a text back telling her i dont understand why they dont do anything as a couple no more. I know sounds kind of harsh.
So on to better things...
Jess had gotten to my house alittle after i got home from work. We ended up having a small dinner and then we had to help mom. We ended up having to go back to her dorm to get her wallet, because she forgot. Then crused on to Providence. She has never been to a gay bar/club. I took her to this place called Club Kamp. ITs not my fav, but its nice. As soon as we got in she was glowing. She was looking all over the place with a huge smile on her face. As soon as we got on the dance floor, shes like, no more straight club for me. It was so cute. We ended up staying to close and then off to home we went. She ended up sleeping on our right home. So adoreable. We ended up talking before going to bed. It was something i was looking forward to. So lets just say, Its offical!
Since now its Sunday, I am now spending more time with her. I ended up calling out of work today. I am getting to the point i dont give a fuck about this job at the casino. I am not getting treated like a real employee of this casino should get treated. I am in the process of finding a new job which i found two and have to get my ass in gear in calling them and sending my resune out to them. God, wish me luck on making a good resume. ITs been so long since i had made a good, decent resume. Err.. i hate lacking some of the things i learned when i attended ECSU!
Work i must aay is just work. But i was quite ammused with Craig's little stunt he did. He was doing this sexy little get his groove on with April yesterday. If you saw it, you would of been balling your ass off just like me. Man, it hurt after to even breathe i laughed so hard. I am suprised i wasnt as loud as i thought i was. But none the less, it was quite funny! Didnt make much though. A normal saturday so it semes lately. Sad to say, it was my last saturday lunch shift i will be doing for some time now. Sad, that i am.
Next saturday its Shelley's birthday. Part of me is like i should get her something but then i am thinking, what did she get me for my birthday. Nothing actually. Granted i was around for my birthday because i was out on the Cape, but still. Why should i get anything. Am i wrong for feeling and thinking this?
Shelley has been kind of buggin me. Meaning, shes just not realizing what she has right there in front of her. IT sucks. I wish i could slap her into reality, but god sake me for doing that. I know Jen is upset (shelleys gf) for missing her friends back in Ohio, and she has a right for feeling the way she does. I would be too! Shelley is just still hung up on Kristy (her ex) of how she was treated and such. Granted, yea she was treated really bad in the middle to the end of the relationship, but why is she putting Jen through it. Jen is caring and a passionate person. Granted i dont know this personally, but you just know things, you know what i am saying. Its killing Jen inside, one i know this because she told me but then i can also see it. ITs getting everything down to the point that they actually dont so anything as a couple. And honestly, thats sad. I did actually send a text to shelley asking her if she was going to go out with Jess and I to the club. Well she said that she was going to make it a lazy night. Well, in return, i sent a text back telling her i dont understand why they dont do anything as a couple no more. I know sounds kind of harsh.
So on to better things...
Jess had gotten to my house alittle after i got home from work. We ended up having a small dinner and then we had to help mom. We ended up having to go back to her dorm to get her wallet, because she forgot. Then crused on to Providence. She has never been to a gay bar/club. I took her to this place called Club Kamp. ITs not my fav, but its nice. As soon as we got in she was glowing. She was looking all over the place with a huge smile on her face. As soon as we got on the dance floor, shes like, no more straight club for me. It was so cute. We ended up staying to close and then off to home we went. She ended up sleeping on our right home. So adoreable. We ended up talking before going to bed. It was something i was looking forward to. So lets just say, Its offical!
Since now its Sunday, I am now spending more time with her. I ended up calling out of work today. I am getting to the point i dont give a fuck about this job at the casino. I am not getting treated like a real employee of this casino should get treated. I am in the process of finding a new job which i found two and have to get my ass in gear in calling them and sending my resune out to them. God, wish me luck on making a good resume. ITs been so long since i had made a good, decent resume. Err.. i hate lacking some of the things i learned when i attended ECSU!