You're at your best when you got the guns turned a hundred eighty degrees.

[endlessraincup]

if there.s anything you want
come on back cause it.s all still here
i.ll be in the back room drinking my half of the beer

we.re not going to move anywhere in connecticut. we had a little family party today and now the plan is to move somewhere on the cape.
all house searching plans are scattered.
everyone.s logic is that i make friends fast and the friends i have now are younger. they won.t last. and i need to get out into the world. some place random where i don.t know anyone.

i might have cared more about all this a few months ago. but it.s obvious anyone can be expendable.

i deleted a good amount of people from my aol instant messanger. this all makes me feel really good. hands clean. i didn.t need any of those labels.

i.ve done a lot for you all. you should know this.

and now time is my time is my own
and i feel so alive yet feel so alone
since you were nineteen and still in school waiting
on a light on the corner by sound exchange