You're so vain.
~Boys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
028. Have you ever been in love? ::Shrug::
029. How many people have you told "I love you"? Friends and family.
030. How many people have you been in love with? -
028: I'm not commenting on that. Take that for what you want it to be.
029: If you don't think you were one of my friends, then there's a problem. Enough said.
030: In love with? You should know better than anyone the problems I have had with love. The problems I've had with "falling too fast." Being used. Being hurt. You knew more about me than anyone else and should understand that. I chose not to answer that because it is a difficult subject. Respect that.
~Have You Ever....~
267. Dated one of your best friends? I am now.
268. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? No.
291. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Yes. Too many times.
267: Yes. I'm dating someone. He has been one of my best friends for a -very- long time. He's helped me through social, and school problems.
268: "Loved someone so much it makes you cry;" I don't like that statement. If I love someone, I'm not going to cry over it. I cry when things upset me. Love doesn't upset me.
291: Yes, I've gone out of my way to be with the one I love. I've missed homework assignments, I've skipped club meetings, I've lied to my parents, I've skipped dinners, I've stayed up for hours on end on a school night talking on the phone. I treated the statement, "the one you love" as friends also. I have gone out of my way for the ones I love, because I love them.
I'm not running away from anything. I'm not erasing any part of my life in any way. I'm not ignoring anything or anyone because ignoring a problem doesnt help anything. I don't regret anything I've done. And "starting over?" Yes. To an extent. That has absolutely nothing to do with anyone but myself. I have issues I'm dealing with myself that I've decided to start over with such as school, and home life. I've grown into who I am today over those 11 months. Don't for a second even infer that I regret that. I now know who I am, I know what I want, I respect myself. I'll always want to know how you are, how you're doing. Don't turn this into something it's not, please.
As for the "high school drama" going on.
I simply want to say, Thank you Leah.
Hallelujah.
<3.
028. Have you ever been in love? ::Shrug::
029. How many people have you told "I love you"? Friends and family.
030. How many people have you been in love with? -
028: I'm not commenting on that. Take that for what you want it to be.
029: If you don't think you were one of my friends, then there's a problem. Enough said.
030: In love with? You should know better than anyone the problems I have had with love. The problems I've had with "falling too fast." Being used. Being hurt. You knew more about me than anyone else and should understand that. I chose not to answer that because it is a difficult subject. Respect that.
~Have You Ever....~
267. Dated one of your best friends? I am now.
268. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? No.
291. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? Yes. Too many times.
267: Yes. I'm dating someone. He has been one of my best friends for a -very- long time. He's helped me through social, and school problems.
268: "Loved someone so much it makes you cry;" I don't like that statement. If I love someone, I'm not going to cry over it. I cry when things upset me. Love doesn't upset me.
291: Yes, I've gone out of my way to be with the one I love. I've missed homework assignments, I've skipped club meetings, I've lied to my parents, I've skipped dinners, I've stayed up for hours on end on a school night talking on the phone. I treated the statement, "the one you love" as friends also. I have gone out of my way for the ones I love, because I love them.
I'm not running away from anything. I'm not erasing any part of my life in any way. I'm not ignoring anything or anyone because ignoring a problem doesnt help anything. I don't regret anything I've done. And "starting over?" Yes. To an extent. That has absolutely nothing to do with anyone but myself. I have issues I'm dealing with myself that I've decided to start over with such as school, and home life. I've grown into who I am today over those 11 months. Don't for a second even infer that I regret that. I now know who I am, I know what I want, I respect myself. I'll always want to know how you are, how you're doing. Don't turn this into something it's not, please.
As for the "high school drama" going on.
I simply want to say, Thank you Leah.
Hallelujah.
<3.