Is that your eyeball on my dress?
Recap.
Vacation was alright. I'm not much for the sun. Or the ocean. Or the beach. Or sand. But, all-in-all it was decent. I made a giant sea turtle out of sand and named it spanky. It was great. And I dug a really big hole. I spent much of my beach time either sitting in a big whole. Standing in the ocean. Or wrapped up in a towel to avoid the yellow face. It didnt take that long for me to need another vacation, away from vacation. I enjoy being home. The only thing I miss is the view from my bedroom, and the hot tub. Maybe the endless supply of diet coke.
Lately I have been making myself sick over all this worrying I do. I'm worried about my future, not having a clue what I'm doing with my life. And I've been worried about a few of my friends. 3 to be exact. Some more than others. Not to mention I miss my friends from Ellet so bad. I really wish I had a license. Fiyero, Ashley, Phil. :Sigh: I really miss them. I worry about Matt, too. More than I should. I wish I could just fix everything. I drive myself crazy thinking "what could I do to help the situation?" But the fact is the only thing I can do is sit around, watch, and hope for the best.
It's not fair.
I'm bored out of my mind. Seriously. I want to have some sort of party. Get all of my friends together that I haven't seen lately, and just... be us.
Katieface, Caity, Leah, Erica, Phil, Ashley, Fiyero, Nate, Loren, Lauryn, Kevie, Lars, Stefanie, Amelia, Randy, etc...
My mouth hurts.
My top braces come off in 6 weeks. The dentist took them all off 2 days ago, and decided it was "let's dissapoint Amber day, and put them back on for another month or two!"
I could probably rant for another page or two, but I'll save that for another day. Most likely tomorrow. Fo' Sho'
<3 Peace up. A-town down.
Seasons of love.