i sick of laughing..and so is my jaw
13 1/2 more days left til school is OVER!
this weekend was good. it was a good escape from the brutal reality. friday sheila and i went to the pirates game vs the colorado rockies. we went with the baseball team. we were the only two girls that rode the bus. when we walked on the bus...it was like scary...EVERY boy turned and stared at us. then the whole bus ride my friend nick kept on calling my name....and i'd turn around and he'd gimme the peace sign. he did it all during the game....when we were walking to and from thebus....and on the way home. it was terrible. and it was reallly weird....one of the boys called me blanchette...and no one ever calls me that except tim and sheila and katie and angela. it was soooooooo weird. lol. oo well. then on saturday...i went to the movies with juliann...we went to see monster in law..it was a good movie....wit the exception of jlo's voice in the movie...it was soooooooooooo freakin annoying. then yesterday juliann came with me to a flea market...we had fun...bought lots of jewelry and i got angela a present....she's guna LOVE it. hehe.
but then...when i got home...i talked to my mom....and thats when the tears started...its soo hard to talk to her. but its nothing compared towhen i talked to april on thursday....she made me feel better....but it was soo hard hearing everything. and my dreams have been HORRIBLE lately....i keep dreaming the worst things...that horrible things end up happening to my parents...and i wake up crying...and i dont want to close my eyes...b/c it comes back...and it is bad....so i havent been sleeping good. elaine emailed me and made me feel alot better....and i'm glad i can talk to them..but this weekend was a good escape from my life.
hopefully this summer will be good like i hope it will. cross your fingers.
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