Tears are such a waste of good water...
You know, I realized something today. I rememebered a long time ago, my one dream, the one thing I always, consistently dreamed about, was to lay in the grass with the person I loved most, and spend the whole night just staring up at the sky, counting the stars as they fell. That one thing was all I could have wanted, all I needed to be truly happy. It came and went so quietly I almost didn't remember all time we spent beneath that blanket, the fire gently flickering as we gazed upon the heavens in simple happiness, counting the many satellites and the sparse shooting stars. We just sat there for what seemed like an eternity, against each other, fingers laced, genuinely happy. I felt more loved and loving there, in that moment, then ever before. It was just as I had dreamt, and so much better because I felt like we would really be together for the rest of our lives. Will that ever happen again? Or will you just be too busy to need me next summer?
~Jeremy
~Jeremy