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Sep 29, 2004 22:24

"I'll love you until the day you don't love me anymore. Then I'll go."

You remember that? I still mean it. Maybe you're just having a really rough time, everyone has their bad karma spells. Maybe you'll remember the way you fel tth efirst time you looked into my eyes, all the times you'd sworn you'd never leave me and loved me with all your heart. However, if you are losing...or have lost interest in me completely, I don't blame you, nor will I beg you to stay with me. If you want a little time off, I'll give you that, too. Whatever you need, I'll give it. It wouldn't be fair to you if you just stayed around because you were afraid of hurting me. It won't hurt me, not if it's what you want. I realize in a lot of ways I do nothing but anger you anymore, and I hold you back. I won't tell you if I cry, and I won't worry you, because I'll be okay; especially if we can maintain some sort of a friendship. My point is that maybe we weren't meant to last forever, maybe you just aren't ready to be in a serious relationship. Or maybe I'm just not your man. Either way, don't let my well-being weigh your decision. If you love me; you love me. If you don't; you don't. I just don't want to see you hurting anymore.

Yours Eternally,
Jeremy Hasenbalg
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