First Entry
Hey this is my first entry in this livejournal thing... well tomorrow is valentines day and i think i pretty much messed up everything i had going for me with the guy i like... yeah he saw me drunk and it was not a pretty sight... i am seriously going to quit smoking and drinking cause he is really seriously the only good thing that i have going for me right now... im such an idiot for doing that... i didnt know he was coming to the party... if i did know i would have stayed sober so i can talk with HIM but no... oh well lets see what happens tomorrow... im so sick right now.. im listening to HIM "Funeral of Hearts" acoustic... I love HIM they are the best band in the world and Ville Valo is sooo hott... I also LOVE the Rasmus... I am in LOVE with the drummer Aki Hakala... thats my nickname and my icon for lj... Aki is a finnish name cause The Rasmus and HIM are both from Finland... I am so determined to make it to Finland before the end of the year... well gotta go feeling sick and depressed