humanity's gone, smoked up in a gravity bong
so tuesday is just about over and i haven't made it to the library yet. i finished one of the papers that's due this week, now i have to worry about my speech and that gay ass biography paper.
jason went to jessica's tonight, which is cool. it's kind of nice when he leaves, not that it's all hellish when he's here or anything. i just like to have the room to myself. i can stay up and read and he can't bitch about the light.
i'm halfway through jarhead. it's actually pretty good. apparently the movie sucked, but who watches jake gyllenhaal movies anyway?
i have a job for the summer. it's not the one i wanted, but it's a job and it pays well. i was going to work at the tradition golf course, but they dicked me over, so i'll be be doing contracting shit with troy for a good portion of the summer. that means i'm going to be outside from about 7 in the morning until 2ish, and i guess i'm cool with that. he'll pay me straight cash, which is good.
i've been thinking a lot about school, about what i'm supposedly studying. i declared my major as marketing, and i know i have a career there if i want it but uhh, i'm starting to think of other options. i'm thinking law. i'm actually pretty sure it would be a good choice if i really applied myself. it's kind of sad that i'm so unsure. english/journalism is also really appealing, but blah.
the extremely aggravating part of it all is that i'm signed up for a whole bunch of marketing req. classes for next semester, a whole bunch of business and management classes. if i decide to switch majors, i'd be fucked out of practically a whole semester. i need to accept the fact that i'm going to be in school for quite a long time.
summer break will be here in a little under three weeks. i'm not allowed to think about it yet.
time to climb up into my bed.
keep it clowny.
jason went to jessica's tonight, which is cool. it's kind of nice when he leaves, not that it's all hellish when he's here or anything. i just like to have the room to myself. i can stay up and read and he can't bitch about the light.
i'm halfway through jarhead. it's actually pretty good. apparently the movie sucked, but who watches jake gyllenhaal movies anyway?
i have a job for the summer. it's not the one i wanted, but it's a job and it pays well. i was going to work at the tradition golf course, but they dicked me over, so i'll be be doing contracting shit with troy for a good portion of the summer. that means i'm going to be outside from about 7 in the morning until 2ish, and i guess i'm cool with that. he'll pay me straight cash, which is good.
i've been thinking a lot about school, about what i'm supposedly studying. i declared my major as marketing, and i know i have a career there if i want it but uhh, i'm starting to think of other options. i'm thinking law. i'm actually pretty sure it would be a good choice if i really applied myself. it's kind of sad that i'm so unsure. english/journalism is also really appealing, but blah.
the extremely aggravating part of it all is that i'm signed up for a whole bunch of marketing req. classes for next semester, a whole bunch of business and management classes. if i decide to switch majors, i'd be fucked out of practically a whole semester. i need to accept the fact that i'm going to be in school for quite a long time.
summer break will be here in a little under three weeks. i'm not allowed to think about it yet.
time to climb up into my bed.
keep it clowny.