y do i even have this
is there really a point in me still having this fucken journal shit maybe 2 or 3 people read it so i guess that means i have 2 or 3 friends that acualy are interested in what goes on in my screwed up head (kirk & kimmy i think thats it acualy lol) so ya i guess since anyone else that i talk to could really give 2 shits what i have to say and just dont say what they want to say or just stay around to ask me for stuff or the people that pretend they wanna hang out and ditch me .. even my fucken brother ditches me now when the hell did that start happening ... i think i stopped after i turned 12 well i guess it started again because knowone wants to ever fucken be around me. maybe i just annoy people that fucken much huh ... well o well i get to see my girlfriend and she wants to spend time with me and be around me and thats y i love her so ya anyone else that really wants to say anything go ahead say what u have to say i know who my REAL friends are it may only be 3 or 4 but hey i guess thats how it goes when people pretend.