I've done it
After looking for so long, I've found her. My ex. The person who I've single-handedly hurt the most in the 2 short months that we knew each other. Small clues all over the internet have, luckily enough, held out and told me where she is. Friendster, that crazy, overcrowded net nook has provided me with the answer I've been searching for for so long. Finally I can tell her that I was wrong, that it wasn't her fault. I can finally tell her that the reason I couldn't stay wasn't because we were so different, but rather because I couldn't stick around long enough to change with her. Finally, I can end both our pain.