Top of the World 16/18

Nov 17, 2007 19:52



Title:  Top of the World
Genre: drama
Warnings: mention of rape fantasy ( the 1st chapter does some explaining.) mention of rape. self mutilation.
Rating: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Reita/Ruki   Ruki/Reita  Uruha/Ruki
Synopsis: When Ruki shares his fantasy of being raped, he never thought Reita would make it happen. After things begin to fall apart and Ruki wonders if he ever really wanted it.
Comments: This story is kind of weird. I’ve been working on it for a couple months.

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I wish I could say that Ruki stopped crying when we left the bathroom. Yet he was up all night crying in bed. I tried to ignore him and sleep. It’s hard with him right next to me.

Finally I roll over and pull him away from his pillow. Pulling him to my chest.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers.

“Shh,” I rub his back and it seems to calm him.

He becomes quiet and I start to fall asleep. I’m so tired, my mind is slipping off. I hear him whining faintly and I tell him to stop.

I wake up in the morning, feeling vaguely like I hadn’t slept. Ruki is fast asleep. He must have fallen asleep much later, since he slept all day. He’s cute like that. I move the blankets closer to him.

I should just stay asleep. I like watching his face. He’s beautiful. That blonde hair is so bright. I sit on the bed, finding a small spot by him. Reaching in I grab his hand. The guy has been sad lately. The best I can do right now is to help him pull it back together.

His hand feels pretty dry. I wonder if he’s drinking enough water. Pulling his hand out I realize it’s caked in blood. A nose bleed is my immediate thought, but I only see it on his hand. Quickly I pull off the blankets. His underwear is tangled around his feet.

“Reita! What the fuck?”

I look over him; the cold must have woke him up.

“There’s blood on your hand, what were you doing?”

He sits up and stares at his hand.

“It’s really itching on account that it’s healing.”

“Get in the bathroom and make sure you didn’t do anything.”

“It’s itching now,” he whines.

“Ruki, lift up your leg. I think you got blood on the bed.”

He stands up, “Don’t worry, I’ll clean it.”

“Let me know if it’s not okay. I’ll take you to the doctor’s office.”

“Maybe you should call and get me a cream prescription,” he says as he walks to the bathroom.

I yawn and start to realize that I’ve just gotten up too. “Ruki, I need to pee.”

“Wait a minute.”

I go in there as he’s getting into the shower. As I pee, I look towards the curtain.

“Is everything alright?”

“I looked and I just scraped off some skin.”

I wash my hands at the sink. “That’s gross, Ruki.”

“Will you get the cream for me?”

I leave the room and shut the door. Going to the kitchen to make the phone call for him.

I go into work much later than everyone else. Right now, I’m leaving the drug store with his medication. I’m really hoping he hasn’t done any other scratching. That was gross this morning. Not to mention a little scary.

It’s loud and chaotic when I get to the practice room. There’s a lot going on. Like everyone is doing their own thing. Ruki runs up to me and gives me a quick hug and kiss.

“Did you bring it?”

I hand him the small brown bag from the pharmacy.

“Come with me,” he whispers in my ear. Smiling as he pulls back and heads for the door. I wave at my other band mates, “We’ll be back in a second.”

I stare strangely at Ruki’s back hoping he doesn’t want me to put that on him. We stop in the middle of the men’s room. I watch him tear open the package. Lazily discarding the paper bag on the ground. He sets the tube on the counter and pulls down his pants. I turn and look in the opposite direction.

“How are you?” he asks.

“Fine,”

I hear him squeeze the tube. He sighs and I glance back watching him put it on. He washes his hands and redresses. He’s screwing the lid back on the tube, and then he stares at me.

“Are you staying?”

“For a bit.”

He stretches and glances at me. We walk back to the practice room. I meet up with Aoi and Uruha to go over the guitar parts.

Ruki

I notice right away when I’m leaving the building that it feels a little chilly, unusual for this time of year. Even in the summer when it cools down, it’s still really hot.  Looking out in front of me I realize it’s pouring down rain. The loud sound of the rain hitting the pavement reaches my ears just then. I run back in the building to find Reita.

“Reita, it’s raining.”

His arm goes around my waist and he leads me out the door.

“So?”

“Where’s your umbrella?”

“Car.”

It’s raining so hard I feel like I’m soaked just the second we’re outside. I break out of his grasp and start to walk faster. Not noticing how flooded the steps are becoming. I lose my balance and start to tumble forward. My forehead slams right into a step. With in seconds Reita is helping me up. The rain burns my cut skin. I try looking up to see anything.

“Shit, Ruki, are you alright?”

Reita

It’s flowing out so quickly.

“Close your eyes,” I tell him.

I try wiping the blood off with my handkerchief.

“Hey!” I hear Aoi calling out to us. “Are you okay?”

He gets closer and looks at Ruki.

“Ruki, shit…”

He helps me get Ruki back up. We bring him back inside. It’s freezing in the building. We pull him into the bathroom as the blood just starts pouring down his face.

“Don’t open your eyes,” I tell him.

I grab the rough paper towels and wipe off his face. After, he grabs some towels to hold against the cut.

“ How’d you do that?’ Aoi asks.

“I lost my footing; it’s so wet out there.”

He’s shaking, we’re all shivering.

“Let’s go,” I says grabbing Ruki’s arm.

“I’m going to grab the first aid kit,” Aoi says stopping us from leaving.

“It’s fine,” Ruki says a little annoyed.

“No…” Aoi says as he leaves.

“Reita,” he pleads with me.

“You’re bleeding,” I say flatly.

He looks up, arms crossed as he shivers. I move his hair back trying to keep it separate from the blood.

“I’m so tired,” he whispers.

“Me too, Baby.”

Aoi is back with the first aid kit. I clean the cut for him and Aoi finds a band aid. It’s huge, like one for your knee. Ruki’s eyes are closed to keep the anti-septic from getting in. We quickly stick the band aid on.

“What is that?” he asks opening his eyes.

“Thanks,” I say to Aoi and we got with him to put the kit back.

“I’ll walk to your car with you since I have an umbrella,” Aoi offers.

“That’s alright, we’re already soaked.”

Aoi still walks with us, even though it’s quite difficult for all of us to fit under it.  I’m glad I went with the leather seats in my car. I don’t have to worry about them being soaking wet. Ruki sleeps on the way home not noticing the large band aid.

I wake up Ruki when we arrive home. He’s slow to wake up and his sleepy eyes watch me.

“We’re home,” I tell him.

He removes his seatbelt.

Inside the apartment, we peel our clothes off in the genkan.  Ruki runs them to the laundry room. I go to the bathroom to start a bath. It will be warm again tomorrow, but right now it feels so cold.

Something soft brushes against my face and I turn quickly. Ruki is all bundled up in his fluffy red robe.

“I brought your robe,” He says holding out my black one. I stand up and give him a hug.

I wrap the robe around and tie it.  I sit on the side off the tub, leaning against the wall. Ruki steps over my legs into the tub. He sits on my lap facing towards the adjacent wall.  My arms go around him. It’s peaceful just holding him here in the silence. No words are needed. Yet, I’m still feeling bothered about his crying last night. He’s not sleeping well.

“Ruki,” I whisper into his ear.

“How are you feeling?”

He looks in the tub and answers honestly.

“Impatient. I want to take my bath.”

“Will you sleep tonight?”

“What?”

“You didn’t last night.”

He spreads his leg a little, placing his feet apart in the water.

“I really hope to sleep tonight,” he says.

It was silent for a while; I was hoping Ruki would elaborate. The tub is almost full. Ruki’s robe is pulled up exposing his thighs. He unties his robe leaving it on my lap as he slips into the water.

“Come on Reita.”

I stand up discarding his and mine on the floor.

I shut the water off and get in with him. The warm water feels great. I look over at him with his bent knees and that silly band aid. He yawns.

“Sleepy?”

He rests his head on his knees. I scoot closer until my knees are in between his. He kisses me, our tongues mingling. He climbs onto me, my leg stretching out as he gets into my lap.  He kisses me so urgently, and then he starts leaving tiny kisses all over my face and neck.

“Mm Ruki…”

He stops and smiles at me. I smile back, and then I burst into laughter. His eyes open wide.

“What?”

“I can’t believe you fell down the stairs.”

He pushes me away.

“Shut up.”

“Band aid head,” I tease him and continue laughing.

He leans back, “this isn’t relaxing.”

“Yeah, I want a cigarette.”

“In the bath?”

I smile at him and he smiles back.

“Well, I want my ass fucked real hard but you can’t always get what you want.”

I raise my eyebrow, “don’t you tease me with that.”

Ruki lifts his leg up, letting it hand over the side as water drips down rapidly.

“Don’t spread your legs in front of me.”

He just giggles.

“But Reita, I need something.” He says rubbing the washcloth down over his crotch.

“Not interested,” I say looking up and blowing air out of my mouth. That will drive him crazy, he needs attention.

“Ah! Rei…ta ah.”

I downcast my eyes to look at him. The washcloth is wrapped around his dick as he rubs himself.

I stare as he continues moaning and rubbing. I’m getting so hard I can’t resist him much longer. He’s going to be bent over the tub in a second.  I do it, I just bend him over and so quickly he can barely react. His hands reach out to stop his face from hitting the floor.

“You’re getting it now,” I say holding his hips roughly.

“Aa, Reita not here Ah!” He squeals as I enter him quickly.

“This is uncomfortable,” He whines. I start to move in him. He’s so tight and I’ve missed this.

“Baby,”

“Bedroom, please.”

I pull out and help him up. Water is all over the bathroom floor. He grabs a towel drying off.

“Come on Reita.”

I dry off too and we hurry to the bedroom. He lays on his back as I crawl over him. His legs spread around me. I kiss him.

“You like this, more romantic?”

“And lubricated.”

He reaches towards the drawer. I kiss him again and move up to grab the lubricant.

The feeling of his naked body against mine is amazing. His erection rubs against me. I sit in between his legs and lube myself up. His legs wrap around me and I enter him. Ruki groans loudly. It’s so tight inside him, I can’t think. I just thrust mindlessly into him. Ruki grabs a fistful of the sheets.

“Reita, more.”

I thrust some more, not sure how much longer I can last.

I grip his penis spreading the pre cum down and pumping him. His hot cum spills down my hand.

“Ruki…”

He tightens around me and I’m cumming too.

I pull out and sit up. I watch him as he catches his breath. He wipes his stomach off and stares at me.

“Are you okay?” I ask him finally coming to my senses.

He nods.

“I didn’t hurt anything?”

“No.”

I frown at him and get up to grab underwear from the dresser. “How did you know it would be okay?”

He smirks and starts laughing.

“What?” I say a little too harshly.

“You want to know?” he whispers. “I took a big poop this morning and it was okay.”

“That’s gross; I don’t want to hear that after sex.”

“Everyone poops though.”

“It’s not attractive,” I comment as I light up a cigarette.

I wander off in search of an ashtray.

“Uruha let me poop on his chest.”

I find one in the living room and grab it.

“Ruki! Don’t lie to me. I don’t even think some crazy fan girl would let you.”

He sits up and starts looking for his robe.

“It’s in the bathroom.”

He gets up and I follow him.

“What are you doing?” I ask as he gets back in the tub.

“I wasn’t done.”

I put my cigarette out and set the ashtray on the vanity.

“You know what I did hear?”

“About what?” he asks playing childishly with a rubber duck.

“About you and Uruha.”

He glances at me but doesn’t say anything. I move closer.

“I heard you liked letting him beat your ass with a belt.”

“Not me, he liked it.”

I kneel by the tub.

“Do you want to try that?” he asks me almost hesitantly.

I put in the water and rub his leg. “Did it make you cry?”

He nods slowly.

“Then I don’t want to do it.”

He stretches out in the tub. I hold his knee and look over his body.

“You really are okay?”

“Of course.”

“I worry about you.”

AN: The spell check was a little weird this time around. It wanted to change woke to waked. So I went to dictionary.com to check. In the southern part of the US, the past tense of wake would be waked. But in the north we use woke. So I guess that was why I was confused. English is to strange.
 

uruha x ruki, topoftheworld, nc-17, reita x ruki

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