It's nearly over
Freshman year at college is nearly over. Somehow, I feel strangely saddened at it's passing. lol. Just kidding.
I seem to always update this thing whenever I'm in a melancholy mood. Either that, or I'm feeling incredibly lonely. Today is a mixture of the two. I don't know why but these days, I feel....sadder than usual, and I can't seem to pinpoint the reason why.
In discussion today, our T.A split us up into groups of 4, and for some reason, all the international students were put in one group. Coincidence? Highly unlikely.
I'm jumping around quite abit, because I don't quite know what I want to say. I want to say that everything is going to be alright, but I know it's not. Nothing is alright...and nothing is ever going to be the same.
I sound so angsty and emo don't I.
=_=
I'm even wearing emo colors, black and white strips. Lol. Yeah. MY fashion sense has gone down the toilet. not good.
Maybe it's just me, but I can't seem to bring up the necessary or requisite amount of enthusiasm for anything anymore. =_- And I don't think that it's a good thing.
I seem to always update this thing whenever I'm in a melancholy mood. Either that, or I'm feeling incredibly lonely. Today is a mixture of the two. I don't know why but these days, I feel....sadder than usual, and I can't seem to pinpoint the reason why.
In discussion today, our T.A split us up into groups of 4, and for some reason, all the international students were put in one group. Coincidence? Highly unlikely.
I'm jumping around quite abit, because I don't quite know what I want to say. I want to say that everything is going to be alright, but I know it's not. Nothing is alright...and nothing is ever going to be the same.
I sound so angsty and emo don't I.
=_=
I'm even wearing emo colors, black and white strips. Lol. Yeah. MY fashion sense has gone down the toilet. not good.
Maybe it's just me, but I can't seem to bring up the necessary or requisite amount of enthusiasm for anything anymore. =_- And I don't think that it's a good thing.