May 24, 2005 02:17
well i've got nothing else to do at 2a.m. so here I am.
I hurt my back on saturday, spent all day sunday debating on weither or not to go to the hospital, didn't. I was feeling okay monday morning
monday I worked a 12 hour shift, fucked my back up again... took a painkiller, numbed my back, and I fell asleep.
now it's 2a.m. my back is fucking killing me, i can't sleep anymore, and i've gotta be at work by 6.
i'm fucked.
so basically what i think will happen is i'm going to go in, hurt my back even more, then go to the hospital... then of course I miss work... it's gonna suck.
i'm still high from the pill i took... but basically it's just my mind thats effected, having trouble keeping clear thoughts... but my back is still killing me... i fucking hate pills... this is utter bullshit. I feel like shit cause I took it, and it's not even doing a damn bit of good. now if i was all stoned, and had no back pain, i'd be happy... but thats not the case.
yeah, okay... even fucked up like this I still can't stand to update this thing... and I have nothing else to do.